ok, after 6 failed pharma attempts, all around 75mg of DMT and over 250-300mg of harmalas
Last night I took 400mg of harmalas, and 120mg of DMT.
(T = 10:30pm) (First dose of harmalas)
(T + 0:15) I took 100mg of harmalas periodically every 3-4 minute or so, and once I completely ingested 400mg of harmalas I drank a liquid containing lemon juice and 120mg of DMT.
(T + 0:30) I smoked a small amount of weed less then 0.1g with a nice pinch of harmalas on top.
(T + 0:45) I am feeling very strange, SOMETHING is going to happen, I know it.
(T + 0:50) I decide to smoke a bowl of changa. it all begins here, I inhale the DMT vapor and drop the pipe, here it comes, frighteningly fast, everything around me transforms into hyperspace.
Oh damn, how long am I going to be here? Holding a small LED light in my hand, it transformed, so I forget about it and turn it off, the bed sheets have transformed into a DMT style pixelated fractal monster and they are devouring my body, the Room is nothing but black hyperspace, my window is nothing but a bright futuristic green frame, and my door has transformed into the entrance to hell, Now completely under my bed sheets, I am in a bright, orange yellow hyper-spacial room moving at incredible speed with insanity and craziness beyond imagination.
There are creatures and aliens whispering to me, The torture begins. I am smashed, shaken, crushed, my entire body is rocked by intense forces as if it is being constantly smashed by a hyper-spacial tsunami. My body cannot move, It is held in place by strange G-forces, This reminded me slightly of the strange body effects of salvia divinorum. I had kept getting a catch in my throat, I thought if this continued much longer I would have a intense purging soon.
The torture continued, This was the deep end, these were POWERFUL vibrations, they completely rocked and crushed every part of me. It was like trying to enjoy a swim in the ocean during a hurricane. Eventually, I was able to find my flashlight, I shined the bright LED on the ceiling, the light was brilliant, the torture had ceased, Hmm that was frightening I told myself, Just the same amount of craziness seen in smoked DMT, with much added duration, and intense vibrations.
(T + 1:40) There was calm and serenity, the storm had reached a standstill, I had some time to relax, but I felt the building again, it was getting stronger again.
Occasionally I would receive a jolt, or some kind of electrical wave, but most of it had subsided.
I eventually fall asleep, and do not purge.
I wake up feeling extremely wobbly, and quite happy to be alive
Pharmahuasca is some heavy stuff, I still don't believe those things I saw, and those colours, Ive never seen anything like it.
Expect nothing, Receive everything.
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