So this time it worked, wolvz just had to increase his dosage to ~3g rue and ~140mg dmt fb.
The rue was taken about 12:50 AM then about 1:10 AM the first capsule with 70mg of dmt was taken, then another 10 minutes at 1:20 the second capsule was taken.
60mg was then vaped from his CVG around 1:22AM. He did not vape it all at first so when he came back from staring at all these pretty geometric shapes he vaped
another hit.
It was now around 1:40AM and still not feeling the pharma's effects. Wolvz then lays down and trys to clear his mind for the journey.
His friend calls and they have a nice conversation for about 20mins until around 2AM. Wolvz then tells his friend he will call him back because he feels something
building up.

Then about 2:10AM everything hits him like a brick wall... he is flying through hyperspace so fast that he gets a bit disoriented. He see's wonderful CEV's of these
unexplored reaches of consciousness. Then it happened... An entity was speaking to him as if DMT was the key to this new found communication.
But something wasn't right.. wolvz mind starts racing at the speed of light... its like this higher power or being is trying to tell him the truth to all existence.
but what he is told throws him off balance. He is told the ultimate paradox, that life as he knows it.. is a lie. This everyday world he lives in is just a mask over
the true reality, but not only that.. once you break through the mask and emerge from the surface of consciousness there is no guarantee that the new world you're
reborn in will be real either. That the truth only lies in the deepest and hardest to reach corners of consciousness and the only way to get there is to break free
from the binds of this fake reality and make the first step down the rabbit hole...

This frightened wolvz at the time.. he couldn't help thinking about all he would leave behind.. he was trying to fight it but the more he thought about it the more
it all made sense to him.. as if he was part of this story and in the end he knew what must be done. Wolvz couldn't help but to speak out loud to this higher being.
He remembers saying stuff like "why?" and "Okay I know now." It was getting hectic and wolvz felt like his head was going to explode into a million pieces.. everytime
he would try and let go from this world his head would shake vigorously and his lips would quiver... but everything was moving so fast and he knew he had to make a
choice quickly. He got up to go to the bathroom after somehow managing to stand on his feet. Everything around him was distorted like he was in some type of fun house
at the fair. His nerves weren't working right so things felt different almost like they were synthetic to the touch. He managed to get his door open after several tries
and then barely made it 5 feet to the bathroom. He felt like he might purge so he lays his head down near the toilet.. nothing happens though and he still cant shake
the feeling of what he was told being the truth and that this world was indeed a lie. He tries to look himself in the mirror and he gets lost in his eyes.. which are huge
by the way.. no color just blackness.

He eventually made his way back to bed and by this point he was starting to return. Once he was almost all the way back he fell asleep only to try and forget the fear
and paranoia he experienced on this night.

Thanks guys

Often times after purging on a pharma trip I find it unavoidable to leave the bathroom without looking myself in the eyes in the mirror. I usually end up having to pull myself away or simply get myself to leave the bathroom without looking in the mirror cause I don't feel up for that all-too familiar adventure.

That was an interesting experience. I'm surprised you didn't really feel the spice from the GVG at first cause it usually hits me like a wall of bricks about 15 seconds after inhaling on a pharma trip (and pretty instantly if I'm sober). Either way, I'm glad you got something out of it. It's always a real bummer when you go through all that physical and mental preparation only to wind up with a failure.

yeah thanks for the support guys, yeah i was surprised too but its not a GVG its a classic VG. Maybe there is a difference? i just can't afford one haha