feeling much better. i was taking things too seriously before

So i havent tripped off anything for like 6 months now. I have done mdma and nitrous but that is it. Will I ever be able to trip balls again and enjoy it? I know deep down I would love it but I don't know what my deal is. Does anyone have like a secret mindset to tripping? any and all advice is appreciated This whole thing is really dragging me down. Im happy but i just have no will power to put a piece of paper on my tongue or eat mushrooms or even dmt.

thanks

Hey dude. My advice would be to take some low doses RCs to ease yourself back into it. Some 2ci would be perfect. Just to ease yourself back into the psychedelic world. I wouldn't advise jumping in with acid, DMT, and definitely not with mushrooms at this point.

Reason being because you'll have the psychological association with it and I can almost guarantee there'll be some point in the trip where it'll come back, and even if you can bury it, the rest of the trip will be marked by it.

I speak from personal experience. I took far too many mushrooms back in the day, and it came to the point where there was always a point on my trip where I got intense personal paranoia; fear of getting old, fear of death etc. Intense depression actually.

I buried it and kept going back to the shrooms, thinking it would be all good, and it was for a while. Then that point in the trip would come.

So I had to accept that shrooms weren't for me from that point on. Now, almost 6 years after my last shroom trip I'm ready for them again.

RCs, specifically 2ci, have helped a friend of mine who had sworn off all psychs after a particularly evil mushroom trip. I know many ppl don't advocate them because they are untested on humans etc, but if you can get them from the right place, choose the right one, take the right dose I think they are very worthwhile spiritual chemicals that could definitely help you work your way back up to the big hitters.

Because let's face it, it would be a real shame if you had to walk away from psychedelics completely.

You could try microdosing with caapi for a month or two before starting up again. Have found that caapi drastically tones down that transition between ego and the other side, and makes it a smoother more peaceful transition. 10 mg 40mg of caapi extract a day for six weeks.

On the other hand, you could just let yourself be, maybe you've done too much and you need a good break to integrate. The Ego is not all bad or useless, may be an indication that you've overdone things. You do grow and learn to evolve even when you're not tripping. Hope it helps.

My mindset to go tripping is "Welcome everything".
When grief comes, welcome it. Embrace it with love. When Love comes, welcome it.
When Fear comes, welcome it. Whatever comes, accept and welcome it.
Don't prefer some feelings over others. Welcome them all equally.
Surrender and let everything that comes come without any inner resistance.