So SWIM started with 300g white caapi, 3x3 washes, then reduced. Ended up with 6x100ml doses, approx 50g each -- 100ml was a LOT to get down, though - She is considering putting the remaining 4 doses together and re-reducing. Can She do that? It seems to makes sense but maybe someone has experience doing that and knows otherwise?
Also, SWIM used a folded cheesecloth instead of a t-shirt, and she can understand why folks might use a t-shirt instead - a bit of sediment left in the brew, which also made the 100ml harder to get down.
Light: 100g chacruna.
SWIM split the 100g into two pots and let cook for a little over an hour. SWIM read somewhere on this forum that "until the water is black, then it's loaded with light" so used that as a guideline, then reduced. Ended up with 6x(approx) 50ml doses, which is roughly 17g each.
So SWIM and her partner are both fairly seasoned travelers with other psychedelics, but this was a first outing with Aya. They felt compelled to start low and work up, which is why they split the materials into 6x doses teacher and 6x doses light. Our stated intention was simply to learn, to be open, to take in whatever was given to us.
Each started drinking the 100ml Caapi at 21:30, finished at 21:45. Decided to add the light at 21:55. Within minutes each was experiencing a very warm and not subtle body high, or body vibration if you prefer, significant disequilibrium (not unpleasant, but noticeable for sure), some very mild, subtle visuals even with eyes open, and a distinct, sharp increase in internal chatter. They both agreed that it was very confusing at times, one even characterized it as difficult to follow one specific thought for any length of time and felt more comfortable just remaining open to the influx of wild chatter that was going on. Noted some mild CEVs as well as OEVs. Slight queasiness but nothing extraordinary, although movement heightened the nausea for sure! SWIM had been aware of that possibility previously so remained still and quiet most of her journey. The content of the internal chatter was varied, but both agreed some of the content included reflection on people or places from childhood and throughout their lives - not even particularly important people or places, rather imagery of things/people/places they hadn't thought of in a long time. Random and seemingly insignificant memories.
22:30-ish SWIM's partner got up to use the bathroom - he took multiple trips to the bathroom during the session. SWIM did not, though. Approximately 23:45 was the first time she decided to visit the bathroom, but no "purge" involved - that came somewhat later, as she considered a "next session" some other time, and considered the taste of the caapi brew, and immediately got up to the bathroom and vomited.
All in all, it was a pleasant experience. Lasted from 21:30 to...02:00? I think that was about the time SWIM was able to get up and walk around without feeling "still drunk," as she kept putting it every time she got up.
SWIM was surprised at the extreme gentleness of the whole thing - unlike most other psychedelics she has experience with - but she is thinking that was partly due to the low dosing of teacher as well as light? She is curious if anyone's got any suggestions for which to increase, or both, and by how much.
She also feels that because her partner was somewhat apprehensive at first that the low starting dose was a good choice, because he is no longer apprehensive and is even looking forward to next session, which is a surprise to them both. He even said the next morning that that the vine felt very loving, caring, nurturing and wise - not at all mischievious, which is one way he has described DMT (vaporized). Both agreed that it was a positive experience and could understand why people might be willing to deal with the taste of the brew and the purge that follows, for the gift that is received.
Thanks for reading, and know that she is open to any and all input from the Nexus!