everything in this post is purely fictional, of course....
Tonight, four of us had our first DiMiTri experience. Three of us didn't have breakthroughs. We experienced very similar body buzzes, distorted visuals, and general euphoria. It was a great experience, and really relieved a lot of the stress I had about going deeper with the substance.
Then the fourth person, who came with no intention of partaking, decided that he wanted to give it a go after seeing the experience we all had. He is the only cigarette smoker out of all of us, and I wonder if that aided in his ability to take a bigger hit, as he seemed to get significantly more. He blasted off instantly.
What we saw: He very quickly went out, and started doing the "acid dance" with his arms while lying on the couch. It was obvious that he was deeper than any of us had gone already. The he started moving around a lot more, and rolled off the couch. At this point, he started dry heaving VERY heavily, and contorting his body very intensely. This lasted about 5-8 minutes and I just kept reassuring myself and the others that this wouldn't last long and he would snap out of it shortly. He didn't look like he was in a good place at all. I felt bad that he went in expecting the same experience we had, and now looked to be having an awful time.
He finally did snap out of it, and sat up, making eye contact with all of us, but was clearly not lucid. He started smiling a lot, and that made us all happy and relieved, but he still couldn't communicate. After another 3-4 minutes, he was completely back. He rested for a few more minutes and then proceeded to tell us his story...
What HE saw: He said he lifted off instantly, doesn't even remember exhaling. Then, the first thing he saw was the sun. And then he realized he was in outer space, and seemed to be looking at himself on earth as if through a telescope. He started with his earliest memory, and then lived his whole life to present. He kept saying that he felt as if he had been reborn, or lived from birth, till now, in one journey. He said he didn't see geometry or patterns, but just was aware that he was in space. He also had no "guide" of any sort, like many people talk about. After that, he watched all the planets align, and then he was on his way back home. When he re-integrated with his physical body, he said his body was vibrating intensely, and he felt like a caveman. He could understand what we were saying to him, but was unable to communicate back to us. He felt like he had to evolve back to modern humanism before he could connect with us on a complete level.
He doesn't remember any of the wretching or dry heaving, and explained to us that the experience was in fact VERY good and amazing. He said it wasn't a trip, but a journey. He said it made him feel very good about his life in general, and he was very happy he did it. He said he probably won't ever do it again, he saw everything he needs to see. It told him everything he needs to know.
One of the people who tried before, tried to breakthrough again without success. I am still on the fence about whether or not to try again.
Thoughts?