Smiling does not change the world.
Making the world smile, does.
I can look grumpy while healing the world.
A smile is a cultural convention,
and a real smile sends signals through both channels:
cultural and spiritual
But it depends on our energy patterns
Most people have simple, broken patterns
they are bland and make me sick
Some people have have beautiful whole patterns
if they're strong enough, they might heal me
if they are weak, they still give me hope
I can see them clearly in most people
in my city, they're mostly very simple
on top of them is this cultural layer:

I'm elite
I'm beautiful
I'm more beautiful than you

But in the end it distracts from their simple and broken patterns
They infect others
They're dragging everyone down and their smiles are fake
Others like them do not recognize it - i'm not like them
It goes beyond Weltangst - it is Welt-explanation
the knowledge of the World and it's subtle dynamics
weaving a colorful silky net of meaning
healing the ones who want to be healed

I bike through this rich neighbourhood
A smile is wasted there
They already stopped accepting smiles centuries ago
They prefer a cultural narrative different from mine
Every smile makes me more vulnerable
promotes an attack: Their energie field against mine
Them frowning back is a victory for them

I'm elite
I don't want your love
I don't need you love

Broken, sad pieces of simple patterns
Forever entangled in illusion

Nature sends me healing vibes
Trees, good natural food
The sun
The moon
Holy places

I can see and appreciate them better and better as the days go by
I can feel the subtle dynamics of the godhead,
weaving a colorful, silky net of meaning,
around his infinite presence.