My career with medicines started with a "this natural stuff is a scam" heroic dose of mushrooms after an uninformed first try with burnt psilocybin on a toast. It was an amazing night, despite me having done years of online studies on psychedelics I had no idea

I turned from atheist halfdouch to a loving buddhist (well, some kind of, y'all know) guy in a few hours or eternities depending on which perspective one would choose.
Unfortunately the night ended in extreme confusion and scared me shitless. Should have had a sitter who could inform me that time didn't really stop. The following trips went basically straight to the fear and I had to work my courage up slowly over the next years, especially since I didn't know anyone who was into the subject.
Anyways, that was 14 years ago or so and I logged alot of trips, most on the careful side but I try to meet with God as often as I dare.
As probably a lot of you guys I've been very interested in DMT almost since I started, but it took quite a while before I dared to work with it. (Btw I've had a few doses in my stash for about 4 years without touching it, in a little airtight vial, I can inform you that it was just as powerful as the fresh stuff)
So when I heard of Changa and its benefits over freebase I was Intrigued. A lot less scary to slowly increase the power, like taking a sweet walk down the mountain as opposed to jumping off a cliff from what I read.
Now I have completed my own extraction and made my own Changa of about 45% 10x Caapi (according to the thread with similar name), 35 or so % DMT and some lotus and passionflower.
So, the point of this thread: I have now smoked it a few times but it feels very hard to push further after the first few minutes?
Yesterday I put some 50mg
of this Changa in the GVG and it immediately took me to a room of crystal clear room of visuals. Smoked more through a bong when that room started to fade but got only minor effect.
Today I smoked first 30mg
of the Changa out of a bong which wasn't enough for the full color visuals and subsequent hits of totally another 70mg over 5-10 minutes didn't take me further than a close up zoom of someones dark fury tail?!

I think I'm quite good at letting go and relax into it btw.
So what to do? Am I smoking way too small hits? Do I need more harmalas to be able to use Changa in a baby steps fashion? Or should I just give up, man up and smoke larger hits in the GVG?
Thanks for being there Nexians!