SWIM is very concerned that Spice has taken a disliking towards him.
When SWIM first started experimenting with his self-extracted pure-white Spice, it was everything SWIM could have hoped and dreamed for and then some. Initial journeys were tentative, and with great respect towards the spice SWIM was nervous to experience a full breakthrough.
SWIM gently worked up towards larger doses, being forced to eye-out the amount as a scale is inaccessible.
Finally SWIM felt comfortable enough to attempt a breakthrough, and felt as though he should have as it was a large dose. SWIM was taken to a white "waiting room" and felt as though he was denied the breakthrough.
After this, SWIM queried Google and found that other voyagers had also been taken to this "waiting room" so while this was slightly disheartening, it was not defeating.
After this denial of hyperspace, SWIM waited two more days before attempting another voyage.
Here's where things get weird.
Now it seems as if the Spice doesn't like me anymore.
I no longer feel the Vibrations through my body, although the open-eye visuals are still equally intense. When SWIM closes his eyes the Sprites no longer seem to make themselves known to him either like they were before with much smaller doses.
Swim has attempted several times since then over the course of several days to experience the full Spice again, but the results are always the same.
Its almost as if SWIM has gotten used to the vibrations and doesn't feel them. Swim is worried
If it matters, the last time SWIM felt the very intense body load was coming off the peak of about a G of MDMA, which was a very, very pleasurable experience that brought SWIM veerrryyy close to liftoff. That was the voyage just before SWIM intentionally attempted the breakthrough.
Any thoughts? Has this happened to anyone or has anyone heard of this happening?
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