Well, to start off, lately my lessons have taken a turn, getting more complex, deeper at every turn.

I journey about once a day, somewhat of a daily class session. ROughly about 5 days ago, after setting up with incense, sage, and all that jazz, I had a journey in which the molecule asked me to walk outside while in mid-trance. I had no clue why, yet I did as it asked, and was greeted by a being in the sky, made up of patterns of information, which would melt away as soon as it would be focused on. It would swoop down in front of my face, and fly around in the sky. When I saw this, I felt a raw, primal, ancient power...I would say it was a close as I could come to meeting an Element 'god'. I was blown away by this experience, and was totally down to do it outside again!

Fast forward two days, I am sitting at home. I was gonna go to a bringmethehorizon show with my little bro, but was flabbergasted to find that all tickets had been sold out, and unfortunately, was stuck all by lonesome. After a couple of hours of listening to depressing music, and feeling sorry for myself, I decided to go ahead and launch.

I loaded the pipe, and proceeded to smoke!

As my vision began to fill with the certain static that is usually seen before a profound experience, I braced myself for the beauty that I knew was in store...Until I noticed it was pointing towards outside, it was definitely asking me to go out there again. I reluctantly agreed, got up, went out, and sat in a chair. I looked up to the sky, and was blinded by the sun. I could not see ANY reason why I was outside, not even the 'sky element dude' was present..I was cold, it was too bright, and I got angry...damnit...I stood up, went back inside, and laid back on my bed. Call me a bitch, but I actually began to cry with disappointment, yelling that I DID NOT WANT TO GO OUTSIDE...I felt like a pissed off little kid, and I guess that's what I was at the moment...Decided to leave it alone for the day.

Well, fast forward ONE DAY, which would be the next day...I decide that if it wants me to go outside again, I'll be prepared with a jacket and pair of sunglasses! I lit up my dose, and began to smoke. I let out a HUGE cloud...(has that ever happened to anyone? Taking a small looking hit, but for some reason, the 'molecule' allows you to inhale a larger dose than what was placed in the pipe? I guess sometimes it takes more than what we're willing to smoke!)

As I figured, the 'profound' static usually seen was not present, all that I could see, was the room almost LEANING in the direction of the door...I say screw it, here I go...I walk outside, and sit in the chair by the door. I look in all directions, but can't understand what it wanted me to see, considering all that was in my vision was my garage, telephone lines, a gate, and a pile of dog poop I was too lazy to clean up this morning...I attempt to put on my sunglasses to look up into the sky, but something pushes my hands and glasses away from my face, and I can sense the entity on the side of me, yet when I looked, it was not there...Everything was moving in strange patterns, as if the molecule was still trying to show me something...

All of a sudden, I hear/feel a voice in my head, "no matter how crazy this may seem, go with it"...And so I did, I felt as if the being on my side was urging me to get up and walk, and I did that as well...as I stumbled, the molecule led me to my back yard...as soon as I opened the gate to the backyard, I was greeted with a FOREST OF PLANTLIFE...I guess the rainy week we had a while back had caused my backyard to overgrow with ALL KINDS of healthy, green vegetation. This spot just happens to be out of the range of sight for my neighbors, a perfectly natural dmt-dosing environment, right in my backyard!!! I fell on my back into the grass, in my nice clothes, TOTALLY RELISHING NATURE...as I looked up into the sky, as I thanked the watchers with tears, the clouds parted, allowing the sun to shine directly down on me! I could see the faces of my father and mother in the sky, as well as others, smiling and laughing with me!

THis is by far the most profound experience I have ever had under the influence of the molecule...This was the moment when I knew that I am ETERNAL. This is the moment I knew that when I die, leaving this shell behind, I would awaken in a beautiful place. Thank you for reading this post, it is of utmost singificance in my life at the moment.

This sounds like it was a pretty awesome experience. Have you blasted off in your garden spot since then?

I love smoking outside early in the mornings.

Glad you had a good time!

Its funny you mention is, I was actually going to write a trip report on what happened the nEXT day...It was strange, I had put a futon mattress out back, just in case I felt the need to lay down, so I spark up, I inhale, exhale, yell at my dog to stop sniffing me, and lay, waiting for what is to come...I didn't launch anywhere like I usually do, rather, I was handled by what felt like lots of different entities (dunno who they are or what to call them), almost like an abduction journey, cept I stayed here and could only feel what was being done...I attribute this to the possibility that there are probably a lot more entities out in nature as opposed to a bedroom, and that it was more of an orientation journey than a lesson, allowing whatever/whoever is behind the veil to check me out before any further lessons...It was quite amazing! After I opened my eyes, I forgot I had journeyed, and thought I had just woken up from a nap outside...

Srangely tho, afterwards, my hands and everything around me had a chubby, rounded out look...It stayed that way for about 15 minutes, which was very strange...it was as if I was stuck in a different version of my reality...It wore off tho, and I didn't really put too much emphasis on this...This strange rounded vision had occured once before, while in the presence of my dog...he happened to be next to me yesterday as well...I wonder if maybe this is how they see humans? Lots to ponder! Thanks for the post, melodic! It feels good to talk about these things, considering everyone in my fam thinks I'm nuts...

What would you guys say is the biggest difference between journeying inside or outside? I guess this is where my lessons will continue (outside), but is there anything I could expect in doing it this way?

I would think that the outside experience could often have too many experience breaking distractions such as street noise, etc, that could disrupt enjoyment of the experience. Swims best experiences are in mostly darkened rooms in the comfort of a bed or lounge chair where inner journey with very little interruptions can occur. I think that light experiences are fine outside but the real heavy oob breakthru experiences are best in comfortable controlled safe space. Swim sometimes likes to enjoy the outside on the comedown side of the experience though.

Thank you for sharing!

I love to journey in nature Especially at sunset. Never had a bad experience with that. Everything can look so absolutely........ (sorry don't have the right words) when you're coming down. Low doses can also be excellent out in nature.

Thank you for sharing.

Hypnos, no prob! Send a report my way sometime!

Banshee, I agree with you, outdoors is not the comfiest place, one would be surprised at how something as small as a breeze can be colder than hell! I would much rather do it inside, but according to like 5 journeys in a row, they want me outside...I'm not sure if they meant from now on, or just to see what I saw the first time....Have you or anyone else experienced anything like this? The molecule leading you places to show you things? Not in hyperspace, but in 3 dimensional reality?

Tripper, do you find there are any subtle differences in continuing lessons outdoors, as opposed to inside? Sounds like a dumb question, but are there any differences that seem to stand out to you?

Swim has used spice in nature on summer evenings on his boat, looking up at the night sky, then swimming in the warm water of the bay while coming down. He has incredible experiences this way, but the far away total breakthrus always seem to happen in controlled inside environments. Its all good though!

That's chill, I've come to value the sub-breakthrough doses, I find its more enjoyable as well as digestable. Now don't get me wrong, I love a massive breakthrough every once in a while (most times, it is initiated by the molecule as opposed to taking a BT dose on my own), but more moderate doses seem to take me where I want to go.

Banshee, that sounds SO BOMB...I've heard somewhere that DMT is a water based spiritual energy (or whatevs), and seems to be more active around large bodies of water...I know this may just be here-say, but was wondering if there were any truth to this, based on your experience swimming while coming down?

wow just noticed that we have same avatars lol ... welcome to the real world

I can only tell you about the night I had last summer swimming on the comedown in water that was the most bio-luminescent I had ever seen. Imagine getting in the warm water on a warm summer night in a beautiful bay on Cape Cod and waving your arms in the water and the water glows when you wave your arms though it. It was an amazing experience for sure. I love even to shower sometimes on the comedown. Water is mystical. Water is what we came from.