as much as i would like to im not going to use the template for this report.
im excited to use it when i have a report of some quality.
there was just one thing i want to mention from this experience.
i fell asleep very early the other night, around 8pm so i ended up waking up a little after 4 am.
i woke up and the thought to smoke some spice crossed my mind, after being awake for about half an hour i found myself sitting on the floor of my room with an apple, water bottle and a water pipe packed with an unknown amount of spice with cannabis.
had incense burning and a candle on. near pitch black.
i proceed to smoke the mix, right before i blow out the last hit i had this feeling of bursting through something, into a space.
and directly after that sensation i heard Terrence McKenna start talking in my head saying, "you burst into this place and there’s all these beings there showing me things" so when i had that sensation and heard that i was looking at all these little dots or individually entities and they were changing and changing back at different times, sometimes a few at once and i had the thought the these were beings showing me things.
i came to the peak which consisted of 100% vivid colorful fractal like machines that i got a strong glimpse of that’s what i call them, whatever they are or it is.
i was seeing very complex figures in front of me and in the background of these visions i was having there was visions of a completely different nature.
visions of the most horrifying things, like seeing the most horrifying part of me in front of me. it was a being that i think was me but it was a horrifying being. and it would switch off between these 2 scenarios sometimes merging and i could control it to a point
after the peak i was still running hard the whole trip must of lasted at least 20 minutes or more.
towards the end of the initial intensity a very strange thing happened to me.
recently before this i started getting this feeling after spice of this kind of rumble in my chest and body
and i started to get it again, then i feel this pressure at the base of my spine and my body starts strongly but slowly shaking up and down up and down, not like a cold shake or a spaz shake my whole body sitting straight and still was moving up and down vertically perfectly, it had to be my body but it felt like my soul. it felt like something was shaking my core or i was going to break out of my body and this went on for a good 5 minutes, every 5-10 seconds my whole body would go up and down about 10-15 times
it was a slow shake that would start at a slow tempo and get faster to peak tempo then slow back down and then stop, then repeat 5-10 seconds later i wish i could explain this better but i cant
it felt like something was in the bottom of my spine and was trying to break out and go up my spine.
i was sitting up slouched with my back not completely straight up.
has anyone else had this rumbling or shaking?