It's the obsession that has made me cautious about how I approach DMT. When I started to read all these teks and realized that it was actually possible for me to pull them off, I became completely consumed by the whole thing. Reading and reading and reading, finding the materials, going through the extraction process. Now I often take it out, and just stare at it. Wonder if I should do it. I still think about it very, very often. I think about psychedelics probably on an unhealthy level. All my friends are beyond sick of hearing about it all. I just don't talk about it with them anymore. So that's why it has made me cautious about actually doing DMT, because I would like to have a long and healthy relationship with it, rather than a short tumultuous one.

I find writing about my experiences with psychedelics to be the best outlet for me. Write and write and write, and then go back and read it after a while. Try to figure out your thought patterns and why it is you see the things you see. Analyze. Integrate.

When I first started smoking DMT, I couldn't get enough. I smoked way over the recommended amount (at least the amount "normally" seen advised on the Nexus). Eventually I got scared, I abused it, it fooled me, I apologized, it loved, I did more, it shined.

I smoked DMT MAYBE 1-10 times a month now. (I say 1-10 because I might just go sit out on a very nice day and blast off 3-4 times)


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