i am 11 billion people dieing i am 11 billion people lying
oh what is the truth anymore one or more your choice or mine redefine or accept limitations traverse nations life bled anew wandering each day just to find you who is me so the voices say but what is the reason if it fades out each season just like the tide rolling away always to return the next day ebb and flow must let things go detachment aint easy but no one said it should be wait and see its all with reason just another day made the same way as above so to below eternal glow deep down within showing the sides without within

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gentle is the river that flows through the night
quiet are the voices that call begging for our sight
release us they cry and wonder why theres no answer
for they need our ears the voices can not hear
but not for lack of trying but for lack of faith sheer ignorance in fact
they dont even know that they are that which is all..
lost behind a wall the shell of their ego.
built in all the wrong ways the minds changed by intolerance and fancy new things.
dont want to face the reality the truth brings can not even fathom just hope that this all is random


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lust fed envy
i want what shes got.
oh makes me wonder
do i want another or not..
but it calls to me the same
certain things draw me and i dont want to refrain
i dont know anymore the floor from the door
it would sure figure its all meant to constrew and disfigure my view of the all, the reason for the wall.
i want to reach out and suddenly am filled with doubt.
it floods my brain always the same
if not more intense a sudden yearn for the next..
i cant help wanting when i feel so without,
never can tell if i SHOULD have doubts..
for now i guess i wait till all of my thoughts may correlate...........

"above so to below eternal glow deep down..."

Ok, this one is kinda deep and i was pretty hesitant to post it cuz it was at a time where i was kinda fragile from this girl that fucked me over. I read it now and kinda feel like its the rambling thoughts of a weirdo

A remark too late
Stressful markets for hate
Let me reiterate, as love takes hate to a place of push and shove-
Bubble wrapped and stuffed but tough
This head rests outdated and unblessed, with pumping blood, I attest
Distressed thoughts, energy recycled, untaught, an idle
I hide behind a fragile smile, too loose to shake off the mind
Time to grow and see what company may be- travelling crazy
Runing amok through hazy streets and summer beats
Life was so beautiful, the "was" a tool and nothing new
Blue skies reminds of child eyes in blissful places and faces fading
Hard to stay in that time lots of cracked minds, frozen and fried
Try find that feeling bleeding thoughts on paper, forgotten and shaken, I fight against them being burnt and hated
Tainted grey patterns on tired shattered facts
Does it matter that there’s no justice but poetic?
Pathetic hostess of packed posted rubbish
Fuck it, life’s too short for no cheese and all whine.
No time to wrong the rights gone amiss
My mind still taxed with a kiss, this girls lips soft caressed synchronicity it sits

This is why you stick to guys, DoingKermit.

Trust me, if you were in the US, I'd show you why.

=] (Sorry, I'm just in love with your avatar..)

phazed faces facing faced faces phased out phasing in where theyve been inside themselves the universal self

Yeah, that was a tough one that took a while to get over. The girl i was with was kinda nuts... hot, but nuts. I am really happy at the moment though, with a new lady in my life and i won't be having to resort to writing nasty poems about yucky things. I guess it made me feel better to get my hurt feelings on paper. I'm pretty crappy at writing anyways. I prefer to draw really.

Anyhoooo, from now on i'm gonna write poems about ponies and butterflies. Peace

forgo my pride have strength dont hide face my fears keep loved ones near ask forgiveness of others and give so in turn reborn change ever present never question have faith fully truly something some reason some soft sweet derision rise above the feeling nows time to pass to the next better yet i hope maybe safety hopefully maybe