gualy's(guys/gals) im sorry for being rude offensive, glorifying negative actions. dictations, arguing over concerns for myself,Putting this community at risk, leaving (or attempting to leave, both on good as well as bad terms) and anything i may have missed but being banned from the chat has catalyzed a massive change in my life in that ive been going out daily and interacting on a local and face to face level with people and not only having an amazing time doing it but also having positive effects on the lives of those around me according to those people. i do have alot of issues and i did just go through a prolonged psychedelic experience that has been very VERY tough to integrate into practical living but seems to be leveling out for now and on a bright note ive stopped taking dangerous combination's and dangerous doses of various things, instead im now focusing such energies on nutrition, exercise, refining my art and music, and ultimately will be traveling west soon heading to 3 places and many more along the way but i do plan to stop in Jerome AZ, Independence CA and ultimately LA CA. Growing up is an interesting and sometimes terrifying process especially when your seemingly a late bloomer who only begins to stand on their own roughly midway through life but i do thank you all from my heart of hearts for all of the support, knowledge, wisdom, and Love you've shared with me over the years i've stayed here. Hopefully one day i may be let back into the chat room but i dont feel it will be any time soon and thats ok i need to focus on things outside of the computer for a while and continue my quest for getting my life back on track. if any of you ever wish to get ahold of me even just to say hi and exchange stories or anything for the matter do please contact me at the following or on here



i thank you all again and Trav your a great man for offering all of us this fine little piece of heaven(sorry if i appear to be kissing ass, even if i am im also being sincere). please be safe peeps and always move forward but at a relatively safe pace and with {.Un.}"Common sense"/Cents.

Spiral 0n 999999999Ex9e

Asher

Just don't give up. love you man.
Namaste.

I don't know you or the story behind your ban. But from the looks of your post you seem to have taken a giant leap in the right direction. Remember, the internet is not a substitute for life. It goes great with life but can never replace it. Likewise entheogens are wonderful tools, when integrated with other tools like mental health, maturity, goals, etc. They can not give you heaven. Together with a proper life plan they can propel you farther than without though. Glad things are looking up for you!

Like I said I don't know your deal but perhaps look into meditation or other spiritual paths.

Namaste.

Good to see you're doing better !!
Maybe you did need to get too far to see your own limits.
Good luck with your new life !
Godspeed

much love to you mindash. From me to you.

See you in the next life, brother

:-) oddly enough im gaining a local popularity from playing street music in the back alley's of the downtown area here lol. thanks mucho peeps

<3

Batnandi manni er best að lifa

Impressing! Did you know that in Iceland, over a quarter of the population believes in the existence of elves? It is quite common to have small houses in your garden, called álfhól, intended for the elves. Someone even built a tiny church to try and make the elves Christian! Iceland also has its own school about elves, Álfaskólinn, where you learn that it exists 13 different kinds of elves in sizes down to 8 cm, whereas some are gay.

Good to see you back mindash. I hope and believe you have learned from your mistakes. Tune down the drama queen vibe a tad bit, mkay?

good to see you return bro..they all come back.. glad to also know that you've had time to integrate and take a better look at your life. all happens for a reason <3

On the way to the bottom every day was better than the next. It's taken some good thrashing to get me to change. For me massive change started with a catalytic event (divorce and subsequent ass kicking by life thereafter) and I change in the positive direction a little at a time. Sometimes it is one step forward and two back, but somehow those are a lot less frequent for me a while now.

Happy travels through the LA area... my old stomping grounds for 41 years. I hope things keep getting better every day for you.

With respect and love I sincerely hope you have worked hard on integrating your ego death and have not used any of this stuff as an excuse to continue with addiction. I didn't see what went down that caused a ban. I saw all the doom and gloom and wild predictions with you, my friend, always casting yourself as the hero or mythical warrior. We are just people. We are not famous, we are not characters in a story, we are not heroes, but the day may yet arise for that . . . We will not be rememebered 100 years past our deaths.

Speaking for myself, I am a junky, who is 22 months clean. I am full of weakness and fears.

I also have great strength and fortitude, but much of it comes from being grounded in reality, accepting my own shit and working in a very human way with those around me.

I respect that everyone has their own path. I just hope yours leads you towards health and away from the type of delusion that can make one waste one's life in inertia.

Absolute best wishes for you!

keep on keepin' on, man

Not such a great idea to post your personal email, IM, and Facebook page - Linking "mindash" to whoever you are in the real world. To the entire world nonetheless. You might want to edit that out of the OP.

Just a suggestion for your own safety.

Cheers.

appreciated everyone. as for my contact info i dont really do any illegal things anymore. i get high enough from even fresh produce now oddly enough. but heres a simple peculiarity i discovered earlier

nio. if you read the word starting at the O then loop back to the N in the beginning and continue to the i then o then back to the N u got onion



exe nio ion oni , onio nion= ONION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!