Heres what iv been workin on lately for my next book.. just some rough writing this is about 1/4 the material ill put in the book. its unedited and some of its incomplete but i thought id share my recent thoughts this is all the past two days enjoy


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flow flow so ya know it later write it alll down
the ways to remind us of whats inside of us
another side of the same from the one source we came
the triangle is th 3 sides of support
like the cross shows us the loss of sacrafice
to rememeber to love before we have to give
love freely till it is time
then we may pass again the way we came before
ebb and flow its meant to be this way

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whatever may be of it
we need it
to gleam a lil light from above
show the way with the rites of our love
oh sweet creation such a blessing as this
i thank ya my lord for this divine bliss
alive in the moment i stretch furthur back
revealed in the feeelings of the knowledge that
moves past the soundwaves flowing from the otherside
Showing in my mind places where we can hide Restore ourselves and live again in peace and traqulitiy by doing what we should be living as we need be just so completly utterly pointless i tell ya to worry at all no reason to worry the ways for all will always be there no matter how choas may try to scare and distract us Ignore the other sides focus in on what you want and continue on doing what they want care for yourself as best you can till the time to move on then now or when we do part go safely into the dark toting gentle inner light fade out silently into the night

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so i dont know it just comes to me
from beyond maybe
but theres a reason for it all
that much must be true
otherwise why would it leave my fingertips for you
to read and discover a new way to think well i may only dream
that my words set your minds eye ablink flittereing awake centered in your mind
The desgn is shown the form of divine its plain to see now its how we have to be


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mirrors lapsed before my eyez reveal to me seceretes of the other side showing forth truths as such i see that theres pareelleles of this world and because theres two sides to every story i think we may choose which side takes glory for if there is polarity every outcome may be predetermined in this or that world the otherside in which we may hide call the mirrors windows to unknown for the other side perhaps that is shown i may or may not know what i am talking about but if i have faith in that it doesnt much matter if the mirror i am within or without if i believe the side i am on is the one to be then it will be the one for me after all my reflection seems as sure as me that were happy here where ever here may be

Some of this some of that
just a little then ill be set
till its all gone fuck movin on
addiction is fleeting but not the deeper meaning
always gotta have something dont we
sense of control maybe
outlet of some kind to get us safely by
with or without the chemicals
we try to go on living clean sober and responsible
sometimes the urges seem almost unstoppable
but i keep moving on
drinking coffee like its hydromorphone
more is just never enough
like you have a hidden hole in your cup
its running out again well ill bet
drink it down double can you feel it yet
well its always like that aint it
just blabing about nothing
these words could apply to as many drugs as stars in the sky
its all the same pleasing action to the brain anyhow
perhaps if it was emulated it wouldnt matter anyhow
sometimes i wonder as the flashbacks cause my mind to ponder
is it just learned behavior at that point
the mind runs wild
i guess its a blessing to me at least
but what does it mean when the visuals never seize
to flow from the otherside the eternal glow in night and day
i see in quite a special way
its all revealed to me the web of the universe
what connects you and me
multiple layered reality
in which we live seeing this divinity i must give to all what i got to give
all i may do is write it down
try to explain what it means
if i can even show another the beauty to discover
i may feel complete serving to show another the answers we seek
are in ourselves to cause them to look inside for inner wealth
i hope my words may apply to their lives
so they need not hide but face it proud
using the way they already know how



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Sun
Green rolling fields bask in the sun
Warm with the glow cast for everyone
Radiating love for you and I
Blessings! The sun our true one..
Thank you my lord for the white bright light
Thank you my lord for this divine sight
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I wouldn’t let it get ya down don’t you go an let it make you frown
a girls a girl bound to like the drama
if it gets to much shell go a wanderin
Did all ya could just let it go she was a sweetheart and you would know
but a free spirit rolls along expect know more then eventually moving on
Cant define your state of mind lovestruck and confused by loose emotion
Too much too fast will move an ocean back and forth feel the sway ebb and flow like today
Comes to pass enjoy it while it lasts such fine beauty made to fade away though you love truly want the love to stay nothing you may hold on to for very long made to end like every single song one day the music will come to a stop and that’s when the body it starts to rot as the spirit in the tunes they fade away stop listening to the singer of the song and know your time is coming on if we care no more of all the wonder then its our own future that we plunder joy and bliss freed from this expression of soul flowing forth from the mind give it your all use well the time as its quickly passing not a single thing is everlasting except for love so follow it truly give it freely and expect it the same for it is that from which we came and are here to pass to each and every last if only to leave our love behind a lasting impression on the endless stream of time

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Gazing in the mirror at my reflection
is it myself or another parallel
I guess its fairly easy to figure theres another world on the otherside of this one
like all things have reflection perhaps theres a reflection of it all itself
like a shadow or a reflection of the entirely of it all
overlayed under over ontop of everything around everywhere
right ontop or deep down inside its hard to imagine how the secrete would hide
but its easy to figure itd show in a mirror
like a portal to the other world
a window where we could see the reflected world of you and me
and we live there too
but perhaps when you walk away from the mirror
in the other world they walk with you
now youll catch on to what I mean
you see reflected worlds all around you and me
truth may just be that this is the only
till then I wait to see
if I may not need leave my reflection lonely
but join him on the otherside
and walk away a pair of psy

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at least there is comfort in understanding so deeply all the things that may keep me from being happy and let them to pass so that my love may last I find things to do to keep busy comforting myself to avoid self pity because its all too easy to feel bad and feel sad when what we would rather feel is happy and glad so I realize things to be thankful for even through the strife I give thanks for whatever health I have left in sight and acknowledge the gift of merely being here let alone with a fine body and a happy home well embodied versions of ourselves my mental image is fitting to the form in which I live in thankful always the makers know their work well as iv come to find my life is of a most perfect design so I endure any sorrow I know it wont fill tomorrow if I have faith it will pass my dreams will last and maintain me I have all I may need inside of me realizing this has kept me from running away unlike before where my fear kept me at bay I am now free as iv seen the light inside me and cant look away I know now how special we are from the essential source of all that is I realize myself as gods divine kiss


laying down to rest my head resting easy alive yet dead body sinks soul rises free to be all that isn’t the other world beckons I visit once again inside my mind lucid dreaming free to find whatever may be tucked in safety inside of me endless worlds to explore beyond my minds door spend eternity in each one wake up tomorrow to new morning sun a lifetime had passed beyond my sleeping eye lids but only a night in this realities sense and sight but it begs to question what exactly is real perhaps dreams are just another world to feel fleeting when we wake yet they were there before so what of it whos to say reality is merely perceived anyway it begs us to question what other worlds may be tucked up safely in obscurity

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yea I admit I am breaking down a bit when I let myself theres much hurt to dig into and eventually it will always get to you even on the bright days the sky may seem to darken but the dark is from your eyes when you let the bad thoughts come inside ebb and flow give and take I guess sometimes you need the darkness to relate to the light to understand why its right otherwise it wouldn’t matter I suppose from this dark day I must gather not sink into depression but research it for what is progressing drawing from it inspiration of moving on letting go and staying strong attached but only to the self I release limits on that too and appreciate every oz of god given health and vitality give thanks for whats been received prior to asking for more is my code I seek to up hold always thankful first before questions I try to seek to understand all the lessons for what they are ways to move further

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sat beside a lake for hours the other day
envisioned a world beneath the ripples surface
a vast untold depth yet the surface so serene
I know of course things are not always as they seem
thinking the lake is endlessly deep my mind starts to creep
delving down into the hole of wondering like that lake how deep I don’t know
thoughts strewn endless the dark abyss springing to life random from dark of night dreamscapes always be fleeting as soon as you get there your already leaving

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so i say okay
lay down and wonder
envision the future i wish to live
and realize the secrete is i got to give
keep doing what i am doing
as its right on track
be honest and love
show myself like the eyes of above are the ones that matter
for me i am my own judge of character
every day choosing to do what i see as right
i do the best i can and thats all we can do right?
thats how it goes
i suppose an ya know i seem to know
but knowing doesnt always mean alot
when the future and the hope of such is all ya got
so ya wonder ya worry
what may ya do if you foresee a future not fit for you
do not fret the future hasnt come yet
and afterall its just what you make it
have faith in that and your fate you will awaken


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Close my eyes and drift into
the inner other side within you
A new view surrounds me now
I see another place the same yet not my own
I can tell by all the things that are not shown
hard to tell at first a dream within a dream
when coming back awake nothings quite as it seems
and symbols call to you but you don’t know what it means
confusion is the norm a world as complex as it is yet I see we must simply be
Live life simply as well as we can do well to plan out our future but expect rain
closing up fully the thoughts we maintain to keep ourselves sane keep the pieces from falling away
believe in the now its all we got for sure anyway the future not the past may be left alone to you
weep not of past loves if they are gone to you say your prayers and move along gotta keep just on moving if ya let your hands lay ideal the devils always choosing mind yourself no one else to remind your self of all the damage left behind ya teach yourself if only to make it better let your self go and get higher if you love so much then love your self a little better if your alone now that don’t mean the wet cant get any wetter believe in that if ya need it then ya beseech it but don’t kid your self at all times it easily could be leaving cant live for them riders that don’t appreciate gotta be gone when they think ya owe something when they know nothing of the love you have for them is not the same old passing time game they play with any who may compliment and adore them as long as their ego filled selves get more things then they “love” the man who brings all at the beckoned call oh its silly really not quite romance well they don’t deserve my last chance I deserve love like mine from another with like mind that understands appreciation
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The beauty in the balance
The devil in the details
All revealed i feel its real
The utter perfection reflection as below so to above and beyond id imagine
On and on the beauty lives on how could it not such energy may not be created or destroyed so it must go somewhere
All showing all knowing the omnipresent source overlaying all
Whispers to me secretes the angels and sirens do call
Quite confusing all talking at once but if you slow your mind focus in on divine the messages become clear
Its all one beautiful force at work very near
This is why i have no fear even in danger my fate will be revealed in due time the way is only mine
I have my faith and eat it to any single chance i get too so i do not worry any day is okay
Pleasure and pain my thoughts the same never will let it fade the faith from my brain
Released inner divine guiding light i call mine
Thanks to the lord for this great gift
Finally iv been blessed enough to know of this ~Psy


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Isolation just so happens to be when everybody seems to stay away from me
its okay though I reckon isolation strengthens the soul
time to meditate on the issues to correlate solutions
This is why everyday I am choosing
Deciding to be productive with my time
In this way I can refine my self
Towards greater emotional physical and mental health
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till my heart stops till my body drops gonna keep on keepin on got what it takes to keep moving on not much other choice if your not yearning for learning your wheels are not turning then sitting still you always will takes time to realize the critics just like to criticize trust yourself and have faith fully move on towards greatness you deserve it truly
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makes one shattered
brains been battered
mixed up in tatters
They made ya shattered
Broken down an tossed around
Makes ya mad but move along
they don’t like ya or your song
Worry not I am tellin ya they rot the same as I
Shattered scattered battered blew it away just like you that day
didn’t want it any way life in ruins side their choosing
say it isn’t so how they wish they didn’t know
sends em scattered what does it matter shattered
what a mess left it in tatters walk away its shattered shattered
keep on movin or youll be losin sittin still rots away at your will
breaks ya down remakes ya takes over your shattered mind
calms you down and cools it as your mind slowly ya lose it
but does it matter we all end up scattered
pieces of the whole shattered scattered across the land
bring the puzzle back together seeing the pieces though their scattered
mak


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From the first section, I seem to get that it is about cyclical nature and the realization of creativity breeds creativity. But it must be accepted before one can flow with it? It must be realized. Like Ouroboros

Oh well a touch of grey kinda suits ya anyway.. that is all i have to say an its alright..

Words of a friend, spark a sense,
To observe the mirror, so i become.
Light and illusion have been seen,
Old memories that have been,
reminding the self that it IS.

The interplay of contrasts that fill my world
Tao, Muhammad, Jesus; all are one.
They had a role, just like we have one.

I sit silent and just observe, the ultimate unfolding of love.
Behold the grandeur that lay ahead,
Ecstasy, Nirvana shocked and awed.

Such reflections are true and gentle
likewise are my intentions...
I know some words can't be said,
truths that seem shallow and full of dread.

But life's a gift and life is love
life is each and every one of us
so i come to you with love and respect
for the beauty unknown and no regrets.

We have our hopes and our dreams
but one can't take them too seriously
coz we re all part of a bigger plan

so join me in witnessing the unfolding,
of what it is and will be.
And hope to be one till eternity.

Loved it Psy!
Thank you.

^great writing!
thanks brother

heres one i just did

PermaFried

my minds permatwisted an ya know i dont really miss it kinda better this way i still function just see clearer or deeper anyway you want to view it the filters are gone oh well fare them well didnt really need em anyhow takes some getting used to morphed vision at all times but adaptation says in time its all normal over a long enough time line.. i can even kinda dig it i always said i didnt care if i didnt come down oh well somewhere along the way i actually didnt.. as more time passes i realize i am not coming down.. that proverbial door in the mind it doesnt open and close anymore its laying on the proverbial floor and my minds just got an open gaping hole into the unknown.. kinda cool if ya think about it. at least i am not psychotic easily could be with such a condition.. i actually dont mind it really its life and life only i take it as it comes