Ok, I've recently been diagnosed with possible post viral fatigue/M.E. It's not been going on long but has been continuous. I want to rule out any other possibilities first but if this keeps going on for a while I want to try DMT as an aid and cure.

I've read about ayahuasca being used to help cure the symptoms and there is one erowid experience of someone using DMT to clear up the last remains of the condition. I haven't smoked DMT in over a year and I really want to make it count this time. I've read 'healing' trip reports but I want to do something before hand such as ritual/ceremony and meditation to facilitate a healing trip. I've never mixed 'magickal' ritual with DMT before.

Any ideas? just brainstorming at the moment, I don't want to dive right into this and screw up something potentially good.

N,N-DMT is more of a revealer than a healer if you were to ask me.

In my experience the best modality is the amazonian one. That means dieta..
I would follow a strict fruitarian diet for a few days, a week or more..drink lots of water and brew up some vine..work with caapi along with either smoked or oral DMT..

Im 6 days into a juice feast..that means fresh fruit and vegetable juices only, and water..for 10 days..ive drank 3 of those nights so far..and will drink again tonight..every time I drink I also smoke DMT..every night I go deeper, my body releases more old imprinted crap and I feel like layers of pollution are being lifted within me..until you work with DMT this way you just dont know..there is no comparison..Ayahusca will clean a person out IMO..but if you keep putting in what you are trying to clean out it's not a very effective approach IMO.

Healing happens on a holistic level. I dont think simply smoking DMT alone is a holistic approach to health. DMT opens the road and can show you the way..but that is a road you must activly walk.

How has your diagnosis of post-viral fatigue/ME been made?

The above is very sound. This is what I want to do. Very in tune with how I feel now. I don't think I'm really afraid of the DMT to much at this point (as I was before) but I have more habits in my life I want to clean up before I begin launching. Becoming more physically active, eating fresher, more reading, etc, I'm still caught in a depressive slump a lot of days, salvia leaf helps lift that mood, and I plan on doing a handful of aya sessions as soon as possible.

I'm basically ready to start working with the DMT at any time I get the whim, but I'm building a better spirit of whim I'd say.

Strictly speaking it's impossible to diagnose, they can only rule out everything else. Many of the symptoms are there and it's occurred after a virus. Blood tests are all clear so it's a very likely



yeah I was thinking of some kind of fasting or reduced diet. My body's not exactly at it's strongest at the moment I dunno if it would be a good idea... have you ever done a fruitarian diet without intoxicants? did it do much in terms of altered consciousness? I agree about the holistic approach, last thing I want to do is just take the DMT regardless of everything else.



what would you consider a healer?

edit, if anyone is interested here is the erowid experience http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=76579

i really like what fractal said... this is the way i would approach it...

on my own personal experience.... i've noticed that if there is an area of my body that needs healing and i focus the "energies" to that area then i usually receive my healing... ... while you are under the "knife" do this and you will be amazed... it may take you more than once or twice or thrice but as long as you have the "faith" as long as you "know" you can receive heeling then you will... but it's also important to not only look at the medicine healing you but looking at yourself as heeling you too.. because it's all about intention and knowing that the medicine can't heel you on its own that it has to move THROUGH YOU.. just like, if you don't allow life to flow through your body then you don't feel the life all around you.... and know that all of life wants you to be in good health.. so the medicine "wants" to heel you.. just like you want to be in good health,,,life and aya want you in good health too

hope this helps... and many blessings to your body

Well I'm gonna give this a go in a couple days. I have a feeling that aya is more suited to this but I'll give it a go with vaporised DMT, meditation and possibly a fruitarian diet. I'm gonna try a chaos magick sigil as well, maybe DMT can help charge it. Now I'm just psyching my self up, it's been a while since I last entered hyperspace. I'll report back after, I think there needs to be more experiments with this condition and psychs