jbark wrote:In answer to the 2 questions above ^^^, you might find
THIS of interest. Let me know what you think!! For me, small doses are very different, but valuable nevertheless...
JBArk
Wow, those are great. I was rethinking my thoughts on nitrous and realized it is valuable because of how quickly it can destroy egos. Returning from that destruction is enlightening but if your ego isn't gone its just euphoria. I was also curious to your opinion on breathing and rebreathing N2O balloons. I found that I get too lightheaded too quickly doing that and have just filled up two or three balloons and hit them one two (three), that way there isn't the energy wasted refilling them.
Would you say you were in the K-Hole with that dose? It sounds like an amazing experience and I always assumed it was more chaotic and nothing-ness than those vivid hallucinations (perhaps because its described as a being schizophrenic, which most definitely sounds negative). I'm very looking forward to that.
PS: What I like the most about your writing is that it seems like more than just a plain experience or writing, the emotion is reflected in the explanations; you manage to go past just showing what you saw, we see what you saw.