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Test batch

At first, I felt as if I was in for a rough ride.
It seemed to me that I was having a DMT experience, but that experience was altered, elongated by the salvia.

The next thing I noticed, Salvia had me in the Game again, This time though, a subtle transition, as if lubricated by the DMT.

I noticed the familiar bizarre thought patterns always present in the Game, but instead of being completely overwhelmed by them, I just observed, and marveled at them from my DMT state of mind.

Definitely a unique experience of its own. Nothing like I expected. I am glad I made a weaker batch first, Will be reporting back on the next blend.

Yeahee you got it! So you'll try the strong salvia with less dmt next ?

Huh, in the shortest words I can imagine that's the breakthrough experience. At least the first few times? I've only broken through once, but reading that, is damn close to the feeling. I'd like to get acquainted with quid and leaf next time. I have some leaf, but taking my time, accumulating insight and respect, hopefully, so, no hurry at the moment.



Good insight in this thread. It's beyond wario land, just some far out truly mind mending power. I'll go back, in due time place and space.

this is totaly a great way to describe the feeling when peeking in upon ones other self.
like layers infinite in depth and ever changing aspect...
how close to breakthrough is the core?
i swear i could touch the surface and it would seem if even one paticulate of salvorin a was taken in i would have smashed through the glass and given my egyption self a hug.
is this the core or somthing beyond or totaly differnt?
"safety first, then team work..."

In a salvia video game the controls make no sense. If you wanna go forward, you may have to hit the jump button. If you wanna jump you may just wanna give up

I think I’ve mentioned this before in another thread, but I once imagined a funny and disturbing scenario (maybe more disturbing than funny) that’s a different sort of game:

As everybody knows, video games are becoming more and more realistic and immersive all the time (especially if you’re as old as I am and remember “pong”!). There’s no reason to believe that this trend is going to end anytime soon.

Imagine a video game that allows you to “become the character” while the game is playing. You lose all awareness of yourself and literally become one of the characters in the game. It is only when the game is over that you re-gain your normal ego/identity and realize that you were just playing a game.

Now imagine some distant alien world, where technology has had hundreds of thousands of years to evolve beyond our own. Imagine that these aliens create “games” that are as I described above – while playing the game they are fully immersed in the “life” of one of the game’s characters. Imagine a video arcade where “teenage aliens” hang out and play these games.

One of their favorite games takes place on an imaginary planet called “Earth” – a planet that is very different from their own, with characters that are very different from them. That’s what makes the game fun after all – the differences.

One of the differences between alien “reality” and the imaginary world of the game is lifespan – the game characters only live a very short while: maybe 80 or 90 “years” at most. The game designers did this so that the “teenagers” who play the game can finish it in a reasonable amount of time.

This favorite game also has many favorite characters programmed into it. Let’s say one of the favorites is called “Mindlusion” or maybe “gibran”.

The game is quite simple: An alien teenager puts an alien coin in a slot, connects to the apparatus of the game, selects a character, then presses “play”. What follows is a fully immersive experience, where the alien lives out a whole life, from conception to old age to death. During the game, the alien teenager is unaware of his former self, unaware of his true identity, has no memories of any existence other than that of the character he selected when he started the game.

It is only when the game ends – when the character dies – that the alien returns to his normal state of being. It’s not uncommon for an alien teenager, returning from the game, to exclaim to his friends “Wow! That was so cool! I just played as Mindlusion! Have you played Mindlusion yet? You’ve got to try it! I want to go again. Maybe I’ll try gibran this time. I haven’t played that character in quite a while.”

Interesting...

perhaps...
or maybe backwards huh?
maybe its acctual iddentity transfer?
perhaps u may up your vibe-o-meter a couple thousand past resonable and
BANG!
who was i?
that fleeting feeling that u should remember somthing but it fades so fast that all u can do is watch
space and time are not deffinate and it all seems to be relavent to your position in the "univers"....
with salvia in particular i get a strange sence of reality being the trip...
like a permanent trip that you ecscaped for a few minuts and relized that the madness of "reality" is just a safty blanket that you want back oh so badly.
what is real any ways?
dreams often feel very real and i can wake up smelling popcorn if i was dreaming of a theater, or feel the throbing of a stab wound in a dream scuffle.
it seems to me we create echother to sustain ourselfs in some semblance of balance and order...
this hand is left and that one right and cars drive on streets but what the fuck IS a street?
a path for cars to drive upon.
but whats a car? or rather why a car and not a shubilablamo?
shubilablamo?
the fuck?
well if i may,
a chair is somthing to sit in but it is only a CHAIR because thats what we were taught to call it...
i hope my bibble babble makes some sence.
how can we be ourselfs if all our referances are based upon what we have been taught?
sure we learn through our own trial and error but even those lessons will be based upon things taught by others.
dose salvia trap and force or dose it free you of pre-programed contrains?
then again i am crazy so youy may not wanna listen to my rants to much,
you just might realize you have had no clue as to who or what you are the whole time.
peace and love bring understanding and i say thats what we need most as a whole.

Gibran, haha, I like the way you think. I recently read a very interesting article on the possibilities of us living in a matrix. I can't find it now, but will look when I get a chance.

The basic summary, though, was that, 1 of 3 possible events happen in the future. Humans die out, before attaining technology for simulation programs. Humans make it far enough into the future to have the technology, but have no interest in 'ancestor' simulation programs. Or lastly, humans make out long enough and gain the technology, and begin running ancestor simulation programs, as learning/teaching tools.

I certainly came back to Earth with the view that what you said was completely possible. As if I was seeing all the other simulations, and nearly awakening a self that contained the universe in his eye. As if I was just seeking this experience, from a source unknown. The limit of our knowledge, oh so precious and fragile, through and through.