Well guys, Wow is all I can say
I had my first real breakthrough last night. I thought I knew what DMT was. Well nope I had no idea.
So around 2:00am I decided it was time to smoke some spice.
I loaded my small 10cm bong with a bed of changa, spice, changa. This changa was very strong on its own, I put in a lot more then I usually do at least 50mg of freebase along with the changa.
Instead of my usual spot on the couch, I decided I would try my bathroom, as I got my best vibes from there all the time. My bathroom is very small, just sink, toilet, and mirror. No windows, so with the light off I am in complete darkness.
So I sat down on the floor, up against the wall, took some deep breaths and turned the lights out.
I lit the top of the bowl with my torch, took one big inhale, thought to myself: "Whoa, this is different.. Should I take another one? Let me just put the bong down..."
The tone is here, I see a flower, fractaling within itself, it is the essence.
WHOOOOSH! Im inside, its all around me, within and without me, I have no body.
It can only be described as pure bliss, Although, I feared it, I had never experienced anything like it before, NOTHING compares, I really had no idea. Some extremely profound thoughts crossed my mind, and it all made sense, I can't quite remember exactly though, But I remember it was the room, it was god.
I started to wonder If I would ever return, I knew it only lasted 5 minutes, but how long was 5 minutes? Could I ever return after witnessing this?
Wait.. I have a body! I'm a human being! A simple, human being, with a simple human life, witnessing what can only be explained as WOW!
In absolute awe, and fear, The only words that come to mind are "wow" "whoa" I regain control of my body, and reach for the light.
Oh yes! My bathroom! Reality is glowing, shifting, melting, synchronizing! I exclaim "This is fun!"
My hands, and face are made up pixels, and my body is digitally refreshing itself.
I am breathing, living, I am reality! Holding on the the sink, I clasp my hands together, I watch as they melt together with total synthesia, I look as my hands have become a ball of flesh and fingers. I pull them apart laughing.
I open the door, and look out into the corridor with the excitement of exploring this new area, The kitchen is a strobe light, Walking is so difficult, But totally fun! I look at the clock. The numbers are backwards. Hilarious! Giggling and laughing I make my way downstairs. Because I am eager to listen to some music with this new found synthesia.
The movie "The Mummy is on tv, The words I hear coming out of the actors mouths are definitely not what is in the movie, and the scenes appear to be repeating over in an endless loop.
I put on my headphones and decided to listen to some Beatles. BEAUTIFUL!
After a few minutes of lying on the couch, most of the effects subsided. I was left feeling pure, and accomplished.
I made my way upstairs, with some difficultly walking still, and made my way onto the nexus chat. I had a nice chat with GratefulDad, Then I was done for the night and had a lovely sleep.
I had no idea
Expect nothing, Receive everything.
"Experiment and extrapolation is the only means the organic chemists (humans) currrently have - in contrast to "God" (and possibly R. B. Woodward). "
He alone sees truly who sees the Absolute the same in every creature...seeing the same Absolute everywhere, he does not harm himself or others. - The Bhagavad Gita
"The most beautiful thing we can experience, is the mysterious. The source of all true art and science."