I had actually gone to the hospital for a "serotonin syndrome" or so it was seemingly diagnosed
I was on prescribed SSRI's and an Amphetamine (adderall) for a depressive disorder about 6 years ago. I was on a very high dosage of the SSRI, and I had no knowledge of the medications that I was on, and what I should or should not take while on it. After a few months of my daily adderall, I was feeling long term exhaustion effects. Loss of weight, and my depression at the time was just getting worse because of it.
I had gone to GNC to look for a somewhat alternative vitamin or pill that would balance my body and mental chemistry to make me feel better. I walked in and told a worker about being exhuasted and depressed all the time, but thought nothing of the medications I was on at the time. He reccommended 5-HTP (5-Hydroxy-Tryptophan) pills and said it boosted serotonin levels and made you feel better. I thought nothing of it and bought them.
I had gone home and taken the reccomended 100mg. For awhile I felt okay but later in the night watching TV I was falling in and out of sleep. In the midst of that I had felt like I was being stuck by lightining of sorts. I heard a constant loud crashing screaming in my ears. I started uncontrollably screaming, shaking, and convulsing.
I went to the hospital assuming I had some sort of random seizure. The doctor never really gave me a straight answer. By my parents had told them about the medications and the pills and said there was probably some sort of bad chemical reaction that messed with my serotonin levels. So am assuming after my research that it was very likely a serotonin syndrome, due to high levels of SSRI's and 5-HTP in my system that did something.
So glad to see you have overcome them.
Completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
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I lie compulsively, and I am subjected to mental disorders as to where I have trouble even considering my own existance.