It's going to take me a bit to put what just happened into proper perspective and verbage that makes any sense, but I need to throw this place holder in, as a personal mandate to come back and tell the story in more detail.
I was just slapped around and body slammed in hyperspace, with a serious message to sort some things out. Wow oh wow, what a teacher... I will follow up with whatever details I can recall ASAP. Sorry if this post seems pointless and random, but I will follow up with more details soon. I just needed to get something down for the time being... I'm still trying to grasp what just happened.

peace,
idt

It's not always possible to grasp the experience, but hopefully you'll come back with something. Sounds like you had nice blast off

haha nice idtravlr, I know the feeling Do come back to tell us if you can somehow express a bit of what you went through

Do tell....

Ok. So like tele and endlessness stated, I'm unfortunately not able to recall much of this journey. I hope it left me with more subconsciously than it did consciously. Here is what I can recall however.

Recently, before vaporizing spice I've been first vaping a bowl of Caapi vine. It's been a really nice way of slowing down and extending the experience for me. This was the first time in a while that I didn't vape the Caapi first, I just used it as a base for my spice. Perhaps this had a significant impact on my experience.

I loaded about 40mg of orange spice on top of Caapi vine and took my first hit from my GVG. It was significant, and the weirdness was definitely coming on, but wasn't crazy strong. I exhaled and took a second hit. This time the GVG was up to ideal temp and the hit was huge. I swear I recall smoke coming out from my eyes. At this point I was rocketed into and through hyperspace faster than I have ever experienced before. I could feel the presence of "all the usual characters" and recall passing through some familiar areas of hyperspace. The problem was that I felt like I was strapped to a rocket and I had no ability to take in the experience. It was like blasting through tunnels of familiar friends and places, but going so fast I couldn't say hi, or interact in any way. Every image, vision, sound or being that I experience was only there for a nano-second, before I blasted past. All I could do was try and survive the ride.

Things felt very cold and dark. Not the warm, glowing hyperspace that I'm used to. It felt like the spice was telling me: "Deal with it buddy. This one is for me, and not for you." It felt like it was teaching me a lesson. Smacking me around and beating me up the whole way. I was completely out of conscious awareness during this time. I had no idea who or where I was, or even what I had taken.

The first bit of awareness that I recall was when something communicated to me (angrily), "You're not getting out of here without taking this with you!" At this point my entire experience was packaged up and stuffed into a rectangular, shiny, chrome colored box. It was like whatever lesson was being taught, along with my entire experience was zipped up like an archive file or something, and handed to me as a material object. At this point I had some understanding of the lesson being taught, and was certain I would recall everything, but... Fuck me. The underlying theme was something like "you need to stop", but I don't know really what that was referring to. I have some ideas, but not well formed enough to spill here. I don't think it was referring to spice however.

Anyhow, at this point I was racing down a stream of white lines through hyperspace, with that chrome box (my trip zipped up within my trip) just out in front of me the whole way. Just beyond my reach. When I think back on it, it kind of reminds me of the game Guitar Hero. You know how you cruise along the strings of the guitar neck? A lot like that, but twisting and turning the whole way, and surprisingly less color. I knew at this point that I was riding the "highway" to the exit portal of hyperspace, and that little chrome box was coming with me!

Alas, I snapped back into the room. Astounded and relieved (this was not a very pleasant ride). It had constant overtones of punishment and darkness. The chrome box was gone, along with most of the experience. The afterglow was very nice however. It was warm and psychedelic. All I could do at this point was put my face in my hands as repeat "Oh my god, oh my god, oh my fucking god!"

Now. If I can just find that little chrome box, and see what's in it!

Peace my friends and thanks for reading!
-idt

the chrome box sounds like a visual projection of your memory.
When you take into account the imagination, and the role it plays in dreams,
and think about the main thoughts and feelings that occur during an experience
hyperspace starts to make a little more sense.

You created the box as a marker. It will always contain everything about that trip you can remember and every thing this neuron branches off into any time you ever think about it in the future...

I found that the more I did it, and the more I examined, the easier it was to remember.
It's probably impossible for someone who say, just "broke through", to remember all the details.
But after some time, and experience, hyperspace begins to mold us.
With this, it seems to get easier to remember, because we grow use to its abstract parameters.

There are neurons growing in our central nervous system specifically for this hyperspace!
I imagine, like any exercise, it takes practice to grow a greater understanding and ability to capture it's rapid flow.

I am looking forward to seeing how these other layers will affect our technologies and understandings of physics and biology etc. It's only a matter of time before more pieces start to fall into place!

great post, idt!

It's not the same, but the box reference makes me think of Pandora's Box. I feel like every time I smoke DMT, I'm opening Pandora's Box.

Thanks for sharing this idt. It reminds me of a few of SWIM's journeys that had the greatest impact. Particularly the sense of being driven somewhere with intention.

I too have had experiences like that one and each one would have a title similar too this one...lol...My last journey, the SHE on the 21st, was a difficult one. I did not take my time going into it and was tired from having watched the eclipse. I believe that may have had a lot to do with it, otherwise the rest of the routine was followed.. I had my candles lit, incense burning, music softly playing but forgot to smudge which I normally do.

I loaded 56mg of orange spice sandwiched between herbs with rue harmalas on top. It took two hits to clear the rue then four more to clear the spice. Then came the spanking as open eyes or closed was the same and I was pinned to the bed with two entities in my face playing tug-o-war with my pounding heart. I was getting a message along the lines of "See what we can do?". This has happened 4-5 times before and the crazy heart beat is the worst part. I kept trying to "let go" and they would have NO part of it sayin "You bought the ticket NOW TAKE THE RIDE!"...The music was speeding up and slowing down and sounding incredibly warped and bizarre. Start to finish it lasted twenty minutes and was very uncomfortable. I still gave my thanks several times before starting my integration.

Thanks for posting a good report and keep us posted as to how the next one goes!

Namaste Aetherbound

As my friend says, "I love it when I see someone saw 'WOW!' or 'Oh my God', because I know exactly what they mean!"

Thanx for the post.
I have one question, do you use any recreational drugs?

I'm not sure what your definition of "recreation" drugs is, but the "core" drugs I currently take for either medicinal or recreational purposes are as follows (list is not all inclusive, but hits the core selection):

Alcohol - purely recreational. Too much, but have seriously cut back from the "old days". (i.e. weekend beers at home or with friends)

Mushrooms - Medicinally (big doses) and recreational in smaller doses

LSD - Medicinally and recreational

DMT and it's close allies - Medicinally

FYI... I used to have a lot of really bad recreational drug habits such as meth amphetamine (many years ago), opiates (not so long ago) and nicotine (not so long ago). All of which I quit with the soul aid of psychedelics. I quit meth after 1 - 2 years of HEAVY use, in one night, with the aid of an extremely powerful and terrifying LSD experience. I quit opiates and nicotine with a combination of DMT, Kratom, and hard-core will and desire. The DMT was a significant support vehicle for both of these however.

So, there is probably a lot more than you wanted to know. What are your thoughts DMTripper? I'm curious.

Peace,
-idt

It's my experience that if I use "bad" drugs DMT likes to slap me around afterwards.

Yeah. I tend to agree with you. I think it may have had to do with my alcohol use.

Hmm obviously a master in meditation has a very different brain scan then a regular person.

I wonder what the differences are between the regular persons brain, and someone who is very experienced with DMT?

Different parts of the brain would be active, these "hyperspace neurons" I wonder..

House:
"There are neurons growing in our central nervous system specifically for this hyperspace!"

Absolutely right on!

Our evolution moves on and we develop more and more neurons and interconnections between brain cells. May 2011 become "The Year of Growing Hyperspace Neurons".

We have an obligation to do this, especially before the planet goes down the tubes!

I would be interested in studies of MRI etc with DMT use. I cant remember where i read it (scientific american i think) about religion and brain activity. They studied Christian Muslim Buddhists etc etc who prayed or meditated daily at length and found frontal lobes much more active and diminished activity in parietal lobes. Also studies with people meditating who had never done it before also had same results more frontal activity with diminished parietal areas. It was fascinating study they also developed some flu antibodies not present before. There was also a paper saying people who focused on their brains became smarter. Like creating reality. We are all truly powerful beings but our society keeps us from evolving more rapidly IMO. Not only with laws but the defense mechs, culture of greed and egos we have to wade through daily.