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Vito
#1 Posted : 12/1/2010 2:46:08 PM
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They showed me
the elves
the mother elf too
they greeted me
and danced for me
laughter
LAUGHTER!

geometric pattern elves
and then
tribal...
like
monkeys
and elephants
and the ape
this black forboding ape
showed me u dont fuck around
its time to go you can open your eyes now
eyes...
How can he be there...thats me
whats me...huh...
how? thats not me... is it?
what are those...my arms? my body, but im him
im lookin in a mirror
no
its my friend
who am i?
I remember now.... i am me

LOVE


And im summary. WOW.


"We'll sit quiet, be alert, pay attention to you, be available, hold good thoughts and feelings for you. If you need human contact, just put out your hand and somebody will take it. If you lose control, we're here to help. Otherwise, this is your experience, not ours. Your pretty much on your own."
 

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Newfound_wonder
#2 Posted : 12/1/2010 4:13:13 PM

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Welcome back.
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Isn't it strange that a gift can be an enemy?
 
Vito
#3 Posted : 12/2/2010 3:47:06 AM
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Ok so I can actually think a little more straight now, so I think an update is in order.

The elves I saw were not elves in any physical sense that they are portrayed in fantasy. It was a great wheel in front of me, all spinning and turning in a very complex fashion, the centre of this was another smaller wheel equally as intricate but obviously a leader type figure. This I referred to as the mother elf. They "spoke" Which sounded like chittering and they were entertaining me by dancing. The dance being how the patterns changed, and I felt pure love projected at me. I felt "myself" laughing but that was somewhere else.

The scene changed and it was suddenly quite organic but everything was although in form reminiscent of animals, trees etc, they were in body of once again, light and intricate patterns; the monkeys first, then the elephant, giant and majestic, then the ape. The ape played the background as opposed to the in your face others. It was dark, powerful but not threatening, the bouncer if you will.

At this point I began to feel fear for the briefest of moments until I was able to remind myself that this is not my habitat and the laws that govern here are to be followed and so I was able to relax and enjoy the colors. After what felt like a few minutes I was told I'm free to leave now and I was bid farewell.

Opening my eyes my friend was sitting in front of me - but I could not comprehend this. I had no idea of who I was. I saw a human and immediately thought that this must be me. Then I saw my arms. My legs. WTF? How can I be in two places. My arms seemed to move independantly of my conciousness, and my friend, obviously aware of my confusion reassured me. He told me "your names SWIM,, your in your garage..." etc.

From here I was returning, but filled with wonder and awe, and LOVE! Now, I'm not hippy. I have grown up fighting looking for trouble etc, so this was strange to have these feelings but it feels great.
My first words after I guess "returning" were I believe "holy shot I broke through!" until this point my experience with dmt was limited, a few colors, some insight into something else but that's about it. I had almost written off the notion of breakthroughs as "talked up" experiences that I'd previously had.
It was amazing. I cant wait to go back.
"We'll sit quiet, be alert, pay attention to you, be available, hold good thoughts and feelings for you. If you need human contact, just put out your hand and somebody will take it. If you lose control, we're here to help. Otherwise, this is your experience, not ours. Your pretty much on your own."
 
Lavos
#4 Posted : 12/3/2010 10:22:45 PM

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Sounds fantastic! Congratulations
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quantagy
#5 Posted : 12/6/2010 1:28:53 PM

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Your description of the elves is very close to my experience with them. They danced for me in a circle, laughing, cavorting, and imparting all kinds of delightful, mind-blowing insights. One really funny thing: every so often an angry, purple elf with eyes made of electricity would pop up out of the fractal and say things like: "you're going insane!" "No one likes you!" and "now you've really done it!". Then two or three happy green elves would pop up around him and go, "Hiya!" and karate chop and/or kick him into the void at the center of the fractal. Then they'd say, "don't listen to that one, it's just confused that's all. It'll come around next time knowing better! You're doing fantastic! Hooray!"
"We're all in this together, by ourselves." --Lily Tomlin
 
Lucent
#6 Posted : 12/9/2010 10:28:37 PM

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Vito wrote:

They showed me
the elves
the mother elf too
they greeted me
and danced for me
laughter
LAUGHTER!

geometric pattern elves
and then
tribal...
like
monkeys
and elephants
and the ape
this black forboding ape
showed me u dont fuck around
its time to go you can open your eyes now
eyes...
How can he be there...thats me
whats me...huh...
how? thats not me... is it?
what are those...my arms? my body, but im him
im lookin in a mirror
no
its my friend
who am i?
I remember now.... i am me

LOVE


And im summary. WOW.




I really like the end where you are not sure if you are looking at yourself, or a friend, or the ape, or what. Reminds me of my experiences with feeling one with everything. Like we are all a part of everything and everything is a part of us. Thanks for sharing!



quantagy wrote:

Your description of the elves is very close to my experience with them. They danced for me in a circle, laughing, cavorting, and imparting all kinds of delightful, mind-blowing insights. One really funny thing: every so often an angry, purple elf with eyes made of electricity would pop up out of the fractal and say things like: "you're going insane!" "No one likes you!" and "now you've really done it!". Then two or three happy green elves would pop up around him and go, "Hiya!" and karate chop and/or kick him into the void at the center of the fractal. Then they'd say, "don't listen to that one, it's just confused that's all. It'll come around next time knowing better! You're doing fantastic! Hooray!"


Is it your mind, or is it a distant reality/universe? Is there a difference between the two? Smile lol

I love it though, the purple elf could be your ego and the other elves are telling you to forget it, it doesn't understand, it's confused. So many deep, underlying meanings can be found in just those words.. To experience it would be entirely different and I'm sure it would have a longer lasting impression. Either way, what an extremely spiritual experience and someday I hope to experience it via DMT as well. Until then, i'll continue to try and explore Salvia.. Smile
 
 
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