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ubu
#1 Posted : 11/24/2010 12:57:46 AM

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Minutes ago I was sitting at my office, smoking a pipe with some mulungu, blue lotus and mullein inside it. Meanwhile I prepared the GVG with a few milligrams of spice, enough for a sub-breakthrough and... vuuupt it!

I was sitting facing the window, contemplating the city lights and letting my thoughts go under the effect of DMT. It was then I was surprised by my small daughter. She entered the office in silence, sat in my lap and stood contemplating the city lights with me. And remained so during all the DMT effect. At the end, she gave me a smile, left my lap and walked away without saying a single word.
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#2 Posted : 11/24/2010 1:22:12 AM

C r a c k B l i p T o o t T o o t ! ! !


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Such slices of life grab me by the throat sometimes. You're a lucky person.
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ubu
#3 Posted : 11/24/2010 3:13:19 PM

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Thank you for the kind words, Pebble. This time I was so serene and medidative that the subtle appearance of my daughter seemed completely natural and expected. I felt a great peace in my heart and could only respond to her with the same smile.

I told this story to my wife earlier today. My daughter was sleeping while I was in my office. She probably got up to go to the bathroom or to drink water and saw the light on in the hall. She must have gone to my office still sleepy and remained a few minutes at my side, dreaming with me Very happy
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#4 Posted : 11/24/2010 4:47:13 PM

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That's such a wonderful little story! I love it! Thanks for sharing.
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#5 Posted : 11/24/2010 5:19:07 PM

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The smallest simplest moments in life are the most precious... I greatly appreciate you sharing such an intimate moment, really beautiful.


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#6 Posted : 11/24/2010 9:22:08 PM

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Wow...what a pleasant image. Thanks for sharing such a personal experience with all of us. I had a completely different expectation when I clicked on this post, but the net result was I was far more pleased with what you wrote than any account of any drug experience.

Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family! Smile

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#7 Posted : 11/24/2010 9:47:49 PM

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Very happy

Cute and so true.

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#8 Posted : 11/24/2010 11:59:34 PM

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Nice story, thanx for sharing Smile
How old is she?
I have a 3 year old daughter/angel. Gives my life the deepest purpose and meaning Smile
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#9 Posted : 11/25/2010 11:54:25 PM

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ubu wrote:
Minutes ago I was sitting at my office, smoking a pipe with some mulungu, blue lotus and mullein inside it. Meanwhile I prepared the GVG with a few milligrams of spice, enough for a sub-breakthrough and... vuuupt it!

I was sitting facing the window, contemplating the city lights and letting my thoughts go under the effect of DMT. It was then I was surprised by my small daughter. She entered the office in silence, sat in my lap and stood contemplating the city lights with me. And remained so during all the DMT effect. At the end, she gave me a smile, left my lap and walked away without saying a single word.



Some days I feel like I was put here to have a daughter, but just now I can't even get things right with my son and my wife so.... :s
Nevermind, One day soon i'll realise, wait hold on, everything is perfect and I AM the best daddy I can be... !
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#10 Posted : 11/26/2010 6:17:54 AM

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My man, that is so amazing. Children are beautiful in every single way, aren't they? Such experiences of pure existence and wisdom is what makes this life bearable... Thanks for sharing, my friend!
 
ubu
#11 Posted : 11/26/2010 2:32:37 PM

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Gee! I'm very glad you enjoyed this little story! I even feared that nobody would understand it given the poor writing on my part, especially because I am not a native English speaker. I'm glad you not only understood the meaning of this brief report, but liked it.

Oh friends, childrens are one of the best things in this life. My little girl is just 4 but I'm learning a lot about life with her, especially how to be a better person myself. They are often hard lessons. Things I should have learned back there in my own childhood but for various misfortunes was not possible. But it is never too late to learn, is not it? The Nexus is a living proof. Good people trying to learn every day.
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#12 Posted : 11/26/2010 5:53:41 PM

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ubu wrote:
Gee! I'm very glad you enjoyed this little story! I even feared that nobody would understand it given the poor writing on my part, especially because I am not a native English speaker. I'm glad you not only understood the meaning of this brief report, but liked it.

Oh friends, childrens are one of the best things in this life. My little girl is just 4 but I'm learning a lot about life with her, especially how to be a better person myself. They are often hard lessons. Things I should have learned back there in my own childhood but for various misfortunes was not possible. But it is never too late to learn, is not it? The Nexus is a living proof. Good people trying to learn every day.


I was just thinking earlier that I think you need to have a kid to fully understand this Smile Like I said I have a 3 year old girl so I understand. But 4 years ago I would only have got you up to a certain limit Smile
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#13 Posted : 11/26/2010 9:16:07 PM

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That really is such a beautiful story ubu.

And, although you don't realise it, actually very well-written.

A pure and simple experience described purely and simply.

Almost like a little Japanese Haiku Cool

 
 
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