Ahhh.....It's so nice to come home from work, log into the Nexus and be greeted by the good vibes you are all sending my way
So thank you very much for making my day even brighter cosmicladybug, ragabr and olympus mon!
@ olympus mon: you're absolutely right!

Quality time!!
@ cosmicladybug: I would love to see what you have made ladybug
Okay.....as I've said before it is really difficult to put in a drawing what happens, while in an altered state, so I think a few words might help a bit!
The way I experience it when peaking on psilocybes is that these patterns/visuals/hallucinations (a loved child has many names:wink

are not merely coloured. They're glowing as if a soft light is shining through them from behind. The colours are shifting, forms are merging, everything is flowing, swaying and floating back and forth.
Entities imbedded in the patterns will morph into focus and create ideas/lessons out of the visuals (you can see this, they manipulate the colours and patterns). Once formed these ideas/knowledge will fall out of the visuals like dmt precipitating in a saturated solution or like drops of hot wax in a lave lamp. They float towards me behaving like liquid in vacuum, implementing themselves in my thoughts by way of morphing and pulsating colours!
More often than not these ideas are so alien that my mind can't even imagine, let alone remember the significance of the content or just the content in itself!
But in a psychedelic state they make perfect sense and if I'm able to hold on to the thought/idea given to me and ride it to the end of it (so to speak), it sometimes leads to revalations of magnitudes difficult to comprehend.
This is all at relatively high doses of course!
The part of the experience I'm able to use to grow as a human being is usually given to me before and after the peak. This will usually be sensible everyday stuff made profound by the entheogen. "Things like; show your wife how much you love her" or "take the time to communicate and play with your children", "be healthy" or "be a compassionate human being". Basic stuff that sometimes can slip ones mind! This is the most important part of the journey in relevance to my daily life, but it is actually the contact with entities I find most exciting!
Does any of this make any sense? I hope it does!
I have yet to experience DMT but I will let you know when it happens! An adventure lies ahead I suspect
Thanks for reading.
Much love to you all!



"Pay attention. And keep breathing." - T. McKenna (1946-2000)