Helo i thought i might share it here, it was a breakthru i had very long ago but it doesnt matter i think ... so here it is.
~70mg dmt freebase, smoked via "the machine"
I layed down on my bed, chosen Shpongle as music to trip with, the lights were on. I have filled the machine with nearly 65-70mg(not exactly sure coz my scale was 0.01) yellow-orange dmt freebase that i had. It would be my first breakthrough experience but i just didnt know it yet. I have smoked it in 2 puffs. I was used to loosing body weight feeling from my previous DMT trips, but once i started feeling my arms are starting to loose the feeling of their solidity like mixing inside air around me, i noticed its gonna be an intense trip. It is very hard to explain the body feeling i had; more like feeling your body weight no more than 100grams and feeling the gravity and air like a liquid that surrounds you just like moving inside the water.
Then i have closed my eyes, i was expecting to get lost in visuals. But when i closed my eyes i could see my room like my eyes were open, but they were not open for sure. Then i started to feel every single cell in my body and i used to feel my body like an Alex Grey painting. The carrierwave sound was so loud and i started to understand it is actually the sounds of spinning and orbiting atoms or particles around. I totally lost the feeling of my body, time and the dimension, and the intense viuals started, it wasn't like any other visual experiences i had on DMT. I could also feel the vibration of the visuals and my whole world sometimes.
The trip was on the peak and and i started splitting and dissolving into my cells or atoms. That was the momnet i totally understood why do they call DMT "the spirit molecule". Like a bird out of its cage i was so free. The feeling was like a mint freshness between my atoms, like they are not connected anymore so i feel empty space between them like a freshness just before they totally split. And then my spirit was free. My trip was going so good, visuals were mostly spirit related feelings of myself that were pictured by my brain. I was trying to understand and learn about my own spirit and spiritual world around me.
Then suddenly the music stopped and i started shifting into a bad trip. Not exactly a bad trip but it wasn't pleasant like the trip while there was music. Friends tried to put another music but that was a very bad coincidental glitch that prevented media player from playing, never happened before. I started feeling pain like pins touching to my body, in certain symetrical parts of my bod like they are some junction points of my nerves or something i really dont know how to explain. Then my visions started goin wild. like i started seing corridors are rising from my atoms or cells and walls of those corridors moving and squeezing a little square wide area. Then i realized that squeezed parts are actually having that pin touching feeling.
Then visuals started to change into common intense visuals and i understood that i am starting to come down from the trip. But they were still so intense, I remember seing more plastic or liquid shapes that gave me a feeling as i was wet. A woman face appeared in my vision and was floating in that liquid vision. Then the rest of the trip was like a common trip and i came down.
My tripping time was around 8-9 minutes i think. And that was one of the most intense trips of my life. I came to the conclusion that DMT can have intense and hard to handle trips sometimes, but never as chaotic as high dose acid trips.The settings for using are important such as music and environment, comfort of the place you are laying down. Always try to find the best setting and time for yourself for using DMT.