This is my first post, my breakthrough happened three weeks ago, but I was too afraid to post it. Also right after the experience I was speechless, and for many days I could not describe what I went through. With much integration and deep meditating words still cant depict what I went through. All I can say is it felt like the essence of life was pulsing through my entire body, and I was one with everything. To say the least, this departure from reality has brought me closer to the real me, and has changed my life forever.


I have done many substances in my years, but this was the truth. It has changed my whole perspective on life, and have such a positive feeling ever since. The colors are brighter now and the air smells sweeter. I am just so happy to be alive. I feel like this experience has made me a better human because of what I went through during hyperspace.

To dive right into it, my friends and I meditated for about 30 minutes, and then my friend loaded the bowl with changa and the beautiful spirit molecule. He passed me "weird science" and i took one hit slowly and started to feel it do its thing. I let go and took another and all of a sudden it hit me like a mac truck. I did not know where i was and it felt like my arm was broken bc it looked like it was behind my back, but in reality it was in front of me. The spice took me into this dream world that I can only describe as peaceful and calming. I was so in it that I forgot to close my eyes. I saw all the colors of the rainbow around the room and then all of a sudden i felt all this energy building up in me, like i said earlier it felt like the essence of life was pulsing through my body.

The open eyed visuals were insane, I looked at my friends tapestry and with in the lines tiny soldiers were marching to this major factory. During this time, I was thinking in my head that there is no way this is happening and trying to logically explain what was happening. I looked around the multicolored room and saw a poster of OBAMA and his face started to melt. After this happened I heard a voice that told me to LET GO. After I decided to LET GO I just drifted back into my love sac and closed my eyes.

This is where the change in my life occurred, I closed my eyes and all of sudden I was floating in space with the stars as my audience. I was in the Padmansa pose floating higher and higher until I reached to winged entities. They were faceless, but just glowing fluorescently, no colors just very very bright. All of sudden they reached out with their hands. They continued to reach into my chest like they were trying to touch my heart. As they did this the deeper they reached, thoughts of being a better human flooded my conscious. For example, spend more time with my family, smile more and say hi to more ppl. Before this experience I was a very selfish person and did not think of others. So after the entities touched my heart, they turned into a fractal figure of a beautiful butterfly that just folded on top of itself, and this lasted maybe 2 mins, but then it was over.

My friends and i felt like we were one with each other and was so happy to be ALIVE. I think this molecule is so sacred and I have so much respect for it. It has changed my life for the better and I am in debt. I will be a student for the rest of my life. I know I am young in these practices, but I know what I experienced was real and i feel blessed to go through it. I feel so happy to be ALIVE, and I have been reborn through spice.

Thank you
Always in debt

Still Searching...

aawww... how beautiful.. my eyes are misty, lol... so amazing... omg.. .so so so beautiful

Thank you Blues Traveler for this report, sounds absolutely amazing I am very glad you have had such an enlightening experience, I wish you all the best in your part of our mutual search

Very nice introduction. I look forward to reading more as you dive in ever deeper.

Lovely story to share. but one thing i must say.

Your not in dept my friend. Entheogens are just as glad to find us as we are to find them.

Its a two way street that is very natural and needed as you experienced. I hope this step leads to a wonderful journey.

Plus mankind is so traumatised that Entheogens are probably wondering what taking so long for the majority of us to wake up and find them in order to stop the madness LOL.

Happy travels

Thanks for all the kind words. I love this community and hope to become more enlightened as the time passes. I feel like this is where I belong and that is priceless.

To gain anything we must let go of everything

Peace and love!!!

Oh so good to see you here brother! I am glad you finally found your way onto the Nexus message boards.

Wow, what an awesome report! I knew after several of our mushroom experiences together that you would find your way to the spirit molecule. I feel so blessed to be a part of your path and to have had an opportunity to share this experience with you.

thankyou

Godling, I am glad my story touched you. I love how DMT effects change in everyones life that is open enough to allow it to, even reading these beautiful 1rst person accounts makes us better people. Thank you for the kind words. This has been truly an enlightening experience and I know it is real. Everything I have done in my life has been done for everyone else around me, but this molecule has opened my eyes that true happiness comes from within and finding who i am, and spirit molecule is a tool that will be an integral part in my life from this point forward, and has been such a positive experience . Can't wait to delve deeper, just extracted last week ready to travel soon. It is all about the journey not the destination. As always peace and love!

Thank you for sharing this great experience.

When you mentioned the two winged creatures I had to think of a book I am currently reading: The Center of the Cyclone by John C. Lilly. He tells of his own contact with two creatures that reminded me of your depiction - he calls them his guides and they communicate with him through various means, typically in deep trance/LSD- or near death experiences.
I'd be interested to hear if you meet them again.

I wish you strength and courage to stay true to your path. Your mission is important
Much love!

thanks for relating your experience - powerful transformative stuff, no? Welcome to the nexus and welcome home.

JBArk

Did you feel any physical sensation at the same time?

Interesting report. It's quite amazing what happened out there. Thanks for sharing that.

Loved reading this, thank you for sharing. Welcome to the Nexus!

Thanks Kwisatz for showing me the path. Also everyone that is on this forum, thanks, you guys are so supportive and positive. I hope i grow through these experiences. I know if everyone in the world were more like the people from this community it would be a way more enlightened place. Thanks Peace and love!

Hot tuna, I felt like the essence of life was pulsing through my veins. Just thinking about it makes me so happy. Im not able to describe the sounds I experienced bc we were listening to the best song ever, but I still remember that moment when i became one with myself and the universe. I feel so sad for the ppl that have been exploring for years and have not broken through yet, bc i broke through the first time I did "it", and am so blessed to have this experience come to my life. As always peace and love.

Life is a journey and spice is the guide!!!

Wow, what an experience for you, im so glad you got to see and feel what you have. I havent been on for a while been going thru some personal things and felt i needed to set this aside for awhile because i was thinking i went backwards the last time i traveled and havent felt great about myself since (maybe it in my head) but reading your post has reminded me how great life is and we should live it to the fullest and be happy with each other, i havent got the being one experience yet but im sure my turn is coming, so now i have something to look forward to on my next travel, will post the experience when i do, thankyou for your story.

Very cool report, nicely written. My first/only breakthru was similar and i've been searching for it since. Your story makes me want to load up my bong walk to the woods and blast off Just remember hyperspace isn't going anywhere. Dont be in a hurry to get back. go when set and setting is right.

JBark, yes this one seminal moment was the inception of my new life. When I felt that amazing experience with all my being, I felt like I was one with all the great prophets of history. After going through this spectacular moment of rebirth I feel like anything is possible and that is how I live now. I have been living everyday since with so much love for humanity because I came to the realization that we are all connected. You hit it right on the head, I am home, and that is all I ever wanted, is to belong with no restrictions. I could go on for days on the requirements of my society, but I always look at the positive now. Thanks for the support and encouragement, cant wait to grow through spice. As always Peace and love!

Life is a journey and spice is the guide