Hi guys, I just wanted to say something. Honestly it's not overly relevant to anything, really just wanted to share some feelings with a community that means a lot to me. For a number of personal/interpersonal reasons, this week has been a very hard week for me. It gets that much harder when I see unfounded accusations of "conspiracy amongst the mods" from people who I would have assumed knew me (and the mod group in general) much better. You guys all mean a lot to me and to be honest, it hurts to read such things. I know I can be brash at times and occasionally post in a harsher manner than I intend, but my intent and love for this community are genuine. I don't want to belabor this point to death, but, it really hurts to have these accusations thrown in my (our collective) face(s). I haven't talked with any of the other mods about posting this, I'm simply letting you all know how I personally feel reading those posts. It's been a long/hard week (innuendo please ) and reading those assorted posts with their various vague accusations of conspiracy is very wearing and greatly diminishes my desire to engage in discussions that are currently very relevant to the community. I love you all and hope that whenever further testing is completed, we can repair whatever schisms this turmoil has created. You are all special people and I do not know what I would do without you.

peace and love,
SB

I tried to post this on another thread, but looking back it never made it.

Thank you Snozz, and all of the mods, for all the hard work you put in. This place and the people who gather here mean so much to me, and it's difficult to even imagine a life without each of you in it.

The accusations seemed very strange to me, but a lot boiled out of thread that looked like it had been fermenting for quite some time.

Much love.

(1/4 chemist) + (1/4 detective-cop) + (1/4 editor) + (1/4 mediator)

AND

full time psychonaut

= mod
Sounds like an impossible job description! I thought I had it bad ....

yep, you can be a brash individual at times but no-one doubts your sincerity

This week, like all others, will pass and I for one, do get a kick out of reading your posts!

Well, we love you guys. Really.

And isn't it Nexus policy that you can't post conspiracy theories?

Hahaha, you are all banned to lala land!

Now all take that changa loaded glass vaporgenie thats taped under your seats, and lets hit it!


All with a big of course.


Kind regards,

The Traveler

Consider it done

I love you too.

Right on Snozz! Well said, I think you just laid out very eloquently what many were feeling but couldnt or woudnt say. Thank You!

You just can't seem to take the weekend off... there is always stuff happening at the nexus.
I just wanted to say, that i don't find you harsh ...and even if- everyone feels stressed out from time to time. This isn't a forum of buddhas (some are close though )

ANTROCLES' CONSPIRACY THEORY #1:

LOVE and GRATITUDE are conspiring to elevate my consciousness...

Thanks for helping assure that the Nexus continues to be a special place. I love you too my friend.

Thanks snozzman, much love.