this time was absolutley amazing....
i think the first time i broke through i went way to deep.

the first time i packed to large cones and completley melted away,
i went through so many layers of this otherplace until i was totally lost in the depths of consciousness....

this time however i was truly prepared and only went to the first "room" that i went to last time.
i stayed in this room with all these indian head beings that were full of colours and i could totally remember that this was the first "room" i was in before i kept falling deeper the first time.
the beings were reminding me of my first experience and this was knowwhere near as terrifying.

sounds were not echoing this time and i could sense my body...but i was above it. it felt incredible and i just stayed in this room and was at the highest level of peace.

its strange how when u come good ur like "yes, im back" but ur still fucked up and it feels like u had a large dose of lsd or shrooms or somthing, but it feels like u dont care ur in this state because u know ur on ur way out. does anyone understand and agree with what i mean?

Terence McKenna says the very same thing. =)

"its strange how when u come good ur like "yes, im back" but ur still fucked up and it feels like u had a large dose of lsd or shrooms or somthing, but it feels like u dont care ur in this state because u know ur on ur way out. does anyone understand and agree with what i mean?"

Completely. The one time I tripped with people, I remember looking up and seeing their faces all broken up into weird geometric shapes, and I was telling them my trip was over, I was back, and yet obviously I still had some pretty strong hallucinations. I remember McKenna saying something to that effect too. I think when you're back from hyperspace, even a distorted version of reality seems like home.

Great that you're getting dosage worked out! Certainly have the transition back, it's even more prominent for SWIM using sublingual harmalas, but it makes it easier to bring back memories as well.