i was in the same position as you are. i graduly biult up and new this is the time im gonna breakthough. i think it may have been a little to much and it was crazy! amazing but terrifying at the same time. no matter how much u "biuld up" theres nothing that can compare u to what happens....
good luck and just ride it out lol.
im a compulsive liar....im telling the truth.honest.