Wow, what an amazing experience. Half a gram edible brownie (I think it was a hash brownie). SWIM picked up one at a dispensary here in CA. Wow, I never knew marijuana could produce such effects, I always underestimated its potential. I rarely smoke weed, and if I do it's only a bowl or two, and I do get high. So I ingested the brownie and about 20 minutes later I could feel it coming on. I was really heavy, numb, and euphoric. That was just the beginning. About half an hour later I was the most stoned I've ever been in my life. I had no idea this drug was capable of achieving such insight and mental nostalgia. It presented me with the idea that everything is encompassed in the present. Memories and thoughts from my past were appearing and, though forgotten, I was once again aware of them, everything was adding up. I was experiencing extreme deja vu, seemingly everything was incorporated to be played out before my eyes during the few hours I was high. It brought out every aspect of myself, my personality, my ego, and was confronting me, as well as the people around, who seemed to take on different states of being, leaving me with the idea that my perception has everything to do with everything. Everything in my life can only exist because of what I have personally experienced, like connecting things to ideas, and thoughts to actions that led me to where I am now. I had no idea I could experience so much in so little time. It really brought out the nature in things, and people, and life, it seemed like a dreamstate that can't be acheived in reality, it definitely does have hallucinogenic properties and I was experiencing alienness at some instances like when you smoke a little bit of DMT. Not only did I feel like I was going to die, I lost connection with my surroundings and needed to be alone, the paranoia and uncomfortability was overwhelming but it was worth the time, and I assured myself it would be okay. I think marijuana should only be used occassionally, but in higher doses to use it effectively, I'm sure I will be eating it again.
"That which I avoid I will become a slave to, that which I confront I will master."