Here is the follow up on the last experience:
1.7g chewed in silent darkness.
I saw nothing but sudden flashes of familiar Salvia optics as I suddenly heard voices calling me.
“come with us..come with us...come with us” I was beeing pulled away as I heard them saying
“It's gonna be fun..it's gonna be fun...it's gonna be fun....”
And there I was, inside this room I quickly remembered from my first experience. At this point there was nothing but this strange yet very familiar atmosphere. Like I was attending a serious meeting- the door was now closed.
“I'm here for healing” I said. “We can't do wonder..we can't do wonder...there is no wonder..there is no wonder” they answered. I asked them to send their beam of energy thru my body as I thought it to be a healing beam, but I was wrong.
“What do you want more?” they asked me, after sending the beam.
“I want to know who you are!”
The I saw this lump of molten, very black wax, forming perfectly round spheres. And in every sphere was a tiny man, half-transparent, like a fragile shadow.
"We spin the merry go round...we spin the merry go round!..."
Then, lots of different voices were talking to me, impersonating people I know, or celebritys.. but I couldn't understand a word! As I tried harder, I noticed that with every word, there was a whole organic structure beeing pulled towards me. As I got nearer, I saw the structure and I heard the word clearer as before. Strange, artificial colors plastered on blops of alien slime, organic structures, jelly like sausages and I was a part of them.
I was the word. I was the structure. But I still couldn't hear.
Then I left the room.