I was in my car, thinking about nothing in particular. Then I hear this song come on and the guy is singing... "she's a MONSTERRRRR!!! Beautiful Monster.... but I don't mind, no I don't mind" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iW3BRKiVG10 I'm sure a lot of people here have encountered some beautiful monsters. Although in our case, intead of looking like a woman, our monsters might look a bit more like the images here....

OMG! I am so hooked on this song now, I can't stop grooving to it. I am totally going to listen to this next trip! That should be interesting indeed.

"All my life
And the hereafter
I've never seen
Seen one like you
You're a knife
Sharp and deadly
And it's me
That you cut into
But I don't mind
In fact I like it
Though I'm terrified
I'm turned on but scared of you

[Chorus]
She's a monster
Beautiful monster
Beautiful monster
And I need her
Said I need her
But I don't mind
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)

In her eyes
There's love and fire
In my heart
She's burning through
But I don't mind
In fact I like it
Though I'm terrified
I'm turned on but scared of you

[Chorus:]

Playing with my heart
And she's playing with my mind

And I don't mind I don't I don't mind
No I don't mind I don't I don't mind
No I don't mind I don't I don't mind
No I don't mind I don't I don't mind "


And the crazy thing, I know that I AM that monster. The monster is within.... the impersonal consciousness that watches over all. Without her, I cannot have personal consciousness, cannot have time and my personal story. And I need her, Said I need her. All the beauty and horror of this world being animated by a force within. When I die, the monster is going to swallow me up. Though I'm terrified, I'm turned on but scared of you. And I don't mind, no I don't mind. What a Beautiful Monster!!!!