Hi all, thought I'd share with you my first breakthrough experience.
So far, I had only smoked a maximum of 30mg DMT, usually happy to hit just 20mg. On the 30mg hit it was more intense then I was prepared for, however I found it to be a valuable stepping stone towards achieving my breakthrough:
I was with my brother in his bedroom, he was still basking in the afterglow of his trip, so I loaded up my pipe with 30mg, calmed myself (I was quite nervous), and when I felt I was ready, took the 30mg hit. It all happened so quickly, and at the peak I couldn't tell if my eyes were open or closed - the visuals were a mess of information, lots of fast moving colours and shapes. At this stage I was feeling a little freaked out, thinking "Oh God, I've really done it this time..." as it felt like my whole body had disappeared. This was a sensation that I was not prepared for! I remember seeing lots of clocks, of all things! As things began to calm down a little, I regained control of my slight panic and shut my eyes and began to enjoy the trip rather then fear it. I seemed to be traveling through a... well I guess I'd describe it as a floral maze - with wonderful, intricate and vibrant-looking plants creating a sort of arched tunnel. In front of me was a female who was running away through the tunnel/maze, and she was wearing what seemed to be a 50s style dress, but with that good ol' DMT vibe!
The rest is quite hard to remember, but like I said before - I think it was a useful trip to have in order to mentally prepare me for a breakthrough that occurred some weeks later...
This time I decided to try 40mg, again, with my brother in his bedroom, (he has a comfy bed)! I loaded the pipe, and for some reason I didn't feel as nervous as I had felt previously with the 30mg. I centered myself and hit the pipe. It was amazing! With each breath I became more and more energised and enveloped. I was transported to a huge cathedral made out of geometrical shapes and neon colours. I felt like my mind had totally left my body behind. Inside this spectral cathedral were beings. Lots of them! And they were all staring at me. I can't really begin to describe what they looked like, but this was my first real experience of alien entity contact, and I found it quite overwhelming. My brother said it was quite funny, as during my trip my face was fixed with a huge Cheshire Cat grin. After the trip began to calm down, I finished the little amount left in the pipe off and shut my eyes. I saw a beautiful creature, what I thought of at the time as a multi-dimensional jellyfish - it gently extended its tentacles and probed into my brain. I could actually feel the tentacles going into my head, and I enjoyed the sensation. It felt like it was feeding information or a message into my brain, though I couldn't quite fathom what it was trying to tell me or show me. I
think it was telling me to accept the nature of infinity, or something along those lines. Nevertheless, it was a wonderful way in which to round off the trip.
I guess my message to any DMT newcomers would be to start small and slowly increase your dosage up over time. Don't rush it - I went through a long time of just smoking 20mg before venturing to 30mg. I still have much to learn myself, but that's not a worry for a very willing student
"...It's just a ride, but we always kill those good guys that tell us that, you ever notice that? And let the demons run amok, but it doesn't matter, because, it's just a ride..."
~ Bill Hicks