Hello brothers and sisters

I wanted to share with you here something beautiful that's happened to me; it isn't a trip report, its a life report.

Before I began on my path, a journey I've shared here with you throughout, I was in a bad place in my life. My career was tanking; I was in a destructive relationship and I had suffered long term chronic depression for my entire adult life. I had a failed marriage and a lot of hurt people with my footprints on them. I was lost.

My journeys within brought me face to face with the inner structures of self that were shaping my life, and those that were holding me back. I was shown my fear and self-loathing, the roots of my self-destruction but, one by one, the stripes on my soul were salved.

The journeys were complex, confusing, terrifying, overwhelming - as they are - but each one was taking me a step towards my true self, and my true path in this world.

Over the months, things began to change. Sometimes it was subtle - I became more tuned in to the needs of others and set out to nurture and no longer neglect those I loved and cared for; and sometimes it was dramatic - the destructive relationship ended suddenly, with great honesty. The depression lifted, and has not once since returned. My career revived.

And last night I met my soulmate. I fell completely and utterly in love with the woman I have been waiting for all my life. I knew it with such clarity, with such total certainty, that this was the one that was for me, and that I was the one here for her. I have never experienced anything so beautiful and powerful, to fall in love so instantly, so completely, without doubt or fear or second guess. It is uncanny; she is my perfect mate. If you were to have asked me down to the last detail what I was looking for in a woman, the tiniest things that I would barely dare to hope for, it would be her. I have to pinch myself; its almost like I've invented her; she is perfect.

This is one grateful, lucky son of a bitch, sharing here the immense power of this sacrament to bring change into our lives. Because I know this would not have happened if I had not done the work that I did, Within.

Many thanks to you all, and much love.

Right on 88. Glad to hear it bro.

Thank you, friend ...

So glad to hear 88!! Sounds like you're long past due... We lead somewhat parallel lives, but i'm a little behind you in events (and probably ahead of you in age!)

one caveat - careful of putting her on a pedestal...

JBArk

we do lead parallel lives, I think ... we're in the same business sort of (I shoot documentaries). And I am grateful for your advice, but right now the moon and the stars fill the earth and all that ... hehe

Wow, glad to hear it 88. I wish always the best to you, and hope to hear how your relationship with both Spice and your soulmate evolve...

RIGHTEOUS news from a RIGHTEOUS brother!!! that magic molecule- when worked with properly- has the capacity to truly transform and elevate life as we know it. it is 'the deep work' and the rewards are equally deep.

you deserve every little bit of this positivity and joy my fine fellow soul. this is only the beginning.... ;~)

WITH THE DEEPEST LOVE AND GRATITUDE!!

thank you my brother - the lessons learned, however hard, have brought light and it is beautiful :-)

Aw your post made me smile, thats really nice to hear =)

Beautiful 88, I am just so happy for you brother! To have followed these transformations since I joined the Nexus has been such a gift, thank you for sharing even more of the fairy tale.