After much thought and consideration I decided to journey today.

I've been to scared lately due to the negative energy that's been surrounding me, what with losing my job and just being depressed.

But today was different

I journeyed deep into myself, only to be shown a conglomeration of what I call "brain soup"

I became this feeling and embraced everything...still nothing further

even during my peak I felt a keen sense that I wasn't meant to travel inside today..

I let my body relax and come down a bit before I opened my eyes.

the usual OEV's and jelly like feeling ensued...but I started to vibrate!!!

has anyone done this before? it's like your muscles can vibrate at certain frequencies...for cleansing ? I have no idea...but I digress

after this session of "vibrating" I sat up IMMEDIATELY and assumed the lotus position. to further integrate the energy that was swirling about...

after I felt as though I was more in tune with what was around me I decided it was time to walk

I arose and folded my hands in a "prayer" fashion in front of my lips and slowly paced the house...sensing, feeling, eyes closed sometimes...just "knowing"

I banished all evil spirits from every room, "shooing" them out the door...

I would close my eyes and just walk around, and suddenly I would catch a shadow somewhere. I pointed to the air and opened my eyes and said "BEGONE!", I felt many "spirits" leave the house today..

negative entities, that I put here during the last few days...depression is very powerful & it will invite many things that you don't want in...

depression is a failing stone wall that lets enemies in...

today I learned that. today I banished every evil spirit from my house. I firmly believe this because of what I feel..

it's unexplainable.

Sounds like a good bit of healing happened there, friend - glad to hear it. I had the 'snap instantly into full lotus' once - felt like I was being realigned. Amazing feeling, eh? Since then, I go in half-lotus, every time. Really helps

safe travels!

It IS an amazing feeling! and yes...I firmly believe healing took place.

There is much work to be done with this molecule, I definitely feel as though I'm in "healing mode" right now.

Greater things are ahead ! (and for me to admit that...well...it's just amazing!)

Very interesting report stevowitz, i wonder if you smoked after you cleared the negativity you would journey be able to journey deep inside?

Thanks for sharing, Steve-o. I was wondering how things are going for you after quitting your previous job.

I've seen a number of other people on here talking about the "vibrating" phenomenon; I think it's something to do with cleansing/re-aligning of the "subtle" layers of the body. I found an article on "Shaking Medicine"/"Shamanic Shaking" that you might find helpful. http://www.spiritualityh...ine/articles.php?id=1720

With regards to the "banishing", have you ever tried to use water to help with this? It's called the "universal cleanser" for a reason...also have you had experiences of banishing before, in a non-Spiced state? Certain archetypal symbols such as the Cross are said to aid in banishment as well. Glad to hear it flowed through for you.

Stevowicz, your experience resonates with SWIM very much. Glad you to hear you remembered that you can make the darkness leave.

Also, I'd recommend "smudging"; burning white sage or palo santo really seems to clear the space, and the aroma becomes a familiar guide through the journey. Don't ask me how it works; but it seems to!

Lysergify,

thank you for that article! I firmly believe that is what took place. I am reading deeper into this process of healing...much gratitude :]

ragabr,

the darkness is a very real thing. I think when depression sets in for me I tend to forget that I have the power to release it, the same way I let it in

UniverseXP,

I will be travelling soon, I definitely think next time will be more positive. but if more healing is required, then so be it :]