Me and the nexus member Deliriant tried our spice I helped extract from MHRB- this was my first extraction. I was very excited and decided to try aprox a low/ medium dose.
I lit candles in my room and turned out the lights, I got comfortable in bed and propped up pillows behind me to recline on.
When I started to breathe out the smoke, my body started to feel like I was being gently submerged under warm water- I could feel an energy surging through my chest. There was blackness, infinite space and tiny pixels began to cascade down into my field of vision. The pixels were all different colours with a shimmery, metallic quality. It was like a huge wave suspended in space. The wave seemed too immense and it was slightly intimidating, I was scared that it would collapse on to me or something. I opened my eyes to get a bearing.
The room was different, and at first everything moved and pulsated. Everything was so amazingly bright and the right side of the room was submerged in a gold, yellow haze. My dream catcher had transformed into three small furry creatures, they had comically accentuated features and seemed to be smiling in a strange expression. The depth and size of the room had changed, the proportions had swelled and become more like a long medieval court or hall. I started giggling a lot, Delieriant's face had changed colours- flashed oompa loompa orange. I couldn't contain my euphoria and continued to laugh almost hysterically. There was a dream like quality to the experience and when I saw the pixel wave it felt like I had been transported somewhere else, like I was being pulled somewhere.
I took another dose aprox 10-15 mins later, a little higher then the last. This isn't detailed whatsoever as I blacked out slightly or at least can't remember most of the experience. When I opened my eyes my room seemed different- like a medieval court and had a jester ish ambience. Colours were bright and shapes elongated. I sat up in bed struggling to recall the details, and then I slightly remembered being taken into a white room and seeing a visual of my brain scanned- or something like that, where the areas of your brain are lit up in colours. But it was hard to conjure up where I had been taken with clarity. I also have a flash of being shown mystical symbols and numbers that were lit up and hovering.
These experiences are radically different from my other ones- which when I close my eyes have mainly been based around seeing geometric shapes and patterns, but there was something very, very different altogether with these ones. I felt like I've gone in a little deeper, closer to a break through experience- though I regret being afraid and opening my eyes with the first dose and resisting it.
I can't wait to explore hyperspace further.
the fictional character, kaleidoscope eyes, resides in the sky with diamonds and cellophane flowers