benzyme wrote:pretty lit off the vaporizer. anandamide feels real nice. cannabis n chocolate
yeah, I definitely don't like going out while lit..anxiety.
gonna try propranolol, see if it works on curbing that
I've only had anxiety when I was high a few times when I first started out doing it. Because back then it was. "OMG I'm so fucking stoned, omg theres a cop omg." Now I've never had a problem with talking to cops when I'm completely torched. Now, if I don't go do something productive when I'm stoned, I just sit down and play video games and eat. I'm awfully tired of it. Thats why I often times just go skateboard high. It gets rid of fear, you can fall. Won't feel a thing. Its nice.
So glad to see you have overcome them.
Completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
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I lie compulsively, and I am subjected to mental disorders as to where I have trouble even considering my own existance.