Uncharted territory that I never conceived could actually exist. My wildest dreams were tame, boring sleepers compared to this. I brewed up 50 grams of caapi and drank that with 125mg of yellow freebase DMT. This trip brought me to levels of bliss and euphoria that seem impossible. This trip was so powerful that my trip partner who was not tripping, nor ever even tripped before had a full on, complete breakthrough DMT experience with me. We both were pulled into a world where everything made total sense, the mysteries were solved, the joke was made clear and it was hilarious. We laughed hysterically for hours at the answers to all of our questions. Every question was explained, every mystery revealed, every thought complete. WE both knew it. We watched the sun set, the stars shimmer, my screensaver flicker all while the music played on and every inch of our souls was coming apart with energy and love. I am still breathless and utterly changed forever from this. I have tripped before, but this one penetrated somewhere else, somewhere deep into the fuckable-pleasurable-do-me-nice-and-dirty. I almost orgasmed in my pants.


I still can’t believe that my partner tripped just as hard as me without taking anything – and this lasted for hours.


After I came down from the trip, I loaded up some changa and went outside to a lounge chair in the darkness and hit it. My body completely dissolved and I became pure awareness, unadulterated consciousness in a slippy and shimmering oozing existence. All of matter, space, energy, and thought became infinity and I was all of it and more. I felt my eyes dislocate from my head and explode into night sky. The stars went wild as vortexes of rainbows swirled and fucked me good and hard. Yes, I deserved it.


I hit it again. This time it shoved me into a new dimension and this one was some strange New Year’s Eve party with glitter and confetti and alien hieroglyphic runes flying through the vacuum. Everything was frantic, unbelievably beautiful, the perfect artistic rendering. My mouth was gaping at the visual beauty that surrounded me and I was stunned at its pure unique and utterly otherworldy flavor. I witnessed the Big Bang as a heartbeat, flowing out and sucking in. It took me away.


Integrate it? How? Accept it. Magic is real. Everything is possible. I am Everything and universe begins and ends with me. It's the same for you.

*throws roses*

Love your reports, as always...

More about how your partner felt?

Glad to read you again... Especially in a report like this.

About your partner tripping: perhaps you gave off certain high frequency vibes that made your partner lock on and follow.



A timeless script for the perfect trip. And then you don't remember any of it, just feel that you were changed forever. The past is over and the future begins NOW.



After two thousand years of pseudo-Christian oppression, I welcome the thought of being fuckable-pleasurable-do-me-nice-and-dirty and pristine/clean/spiritual/heavenly *at the same time*.

So nice to have you back.

Cheers.

She felt exactly as I did. We completed each others sentences and shared each others thoughts. We were indistinguishable and became one. She knew exactly what I meant before I said it, laughed at the thoughts in my head, and was there in the dream just as I was. It's unbelievable and I actually have to reassess my pulse on reality because the experience goes against all logic and rationality. I feel like I was just pulled out of Plato's cave and brought into the light. She just said, "I tripped out today." Hilarious. She never even smoked weed or did any other drug in her life.

lol u almost creamed ur pants?...but ya plz explain more about what ur trip sitter experienced cuz that is something ive never heard before.. last night my friend and i had the same exact experience it was magical and after it he sed it looked like my third eye was glowing.. beautiful report.

Perhaps you should do this once on Times Square.

Instant enlightenment via participating in joebono's mind.

Thanks Cellux. I had a bit of a break from deep tripping for about a month. Breaks really do help although I always want to go back and would love to stay there, but unfortunately that's not the way it works.

Yes, to quote you about everything making perfect sense, "It's a timeless script for a perfect trip and then you don't remember it." I love it - You've been there too!

This was a truly awesome experience. There was just a vast accumulation of the most beautiful emotions cascading upon and flooding me and drowning me. My whole body vibrated with atomic fluff and it was the most oddly unsexual sexual moment of my life. I can only imagine what the orgasm would have been if it happened as I lay in the lounge chair in the yard while floating through space. Maybe next time.

beautiful write up brother...i feel as though i have had that same journey before...i hear you on the integrating part...ive been thinking about that so much lately i havent really worked with spice in a while because of the mental work put into integrating what i have seen and felt on my journeys.

i do know that when i come back from them, i feel as though where we are now is just another "room" and that we are just as powerful and cosmic here as we are in hyperspace...but how to integrate? much love brotha

IM

Sounds amazing!

joebono,

Great experience and fascinating report about your sitter/partner. I have witnessed the "contact high" phenomenon multiple times with both people and animals and it never ceases to amaze me. Even my husband, a dyed-in-the-wool skeptic, experiences it when I smoke spice and he sits next to me . . .

Peace & Love,
Pandora

The more I think about last night, the more in awe I am of the moment. It's funny, my dog was on it too. It was like nuclear explosion went off in the house and we were all engulfed by the radiation. My dog was there, wise and knowing and on DMT the whole fucking time. I wonder if the neighbors felt it too. This is too much.

By the way, pure caapi is the best. This was my first time actually brewing caapi and drinking it. All the other times were with various types of extracts. I still feel the caapi glow. I am done with harmala extracts. Boil the caapi down to half a shot glass and swig it. Any other type of MAOI is bullshit, it's like sipping diet soda instead of drowning in syrup.

Last night's trip was unlike all the others, it was a complete disconnect in its uniqueness. I think drinking the pure caapi was what made the difference. If I could offer any advice to those who never drank pure unadulterated caapi, try it. You'll never go back to any other harmala extract.

Awesome joebono, glad to hear all this.

I LOVE IT I know the space your talking about, beautiful

Nice report joe
Contact highs are always freaky and interesting. I think there also might be such a thing as contact lows..but thats off topic.



So did she actually have a visual breakthrough experience? What was she seeing?

Yesterday before the peak of the trip I started talking about dolphins playing in the ocean and getting caught in nets. We bullshitted for a few minutes about it.

This morning I played that new clip where Joe Rogan talks about DMT http://www.realitysandwi.../video/2012_tfc_presents . Anyway during this clip he began speaking about his experience, which was our experience last night. We got chills at the synchronicity and the fact that his words were our words. Next he started talking about dolphins, saying the same shit that we said last night. Anyway she started to get real nervous about this. "Are we losing our minds?" "What the fuck is going on?" Yes, it could be a coincidence that Joe Rogan was using dolphins in the same way that I did and that his speech contained the same content as mine, but dolphins are an odd topic that certainly never crosses my mind.

I think she is starting to distance herself from this whole thing and chalk it all up to coincidence, but we both know something unexplainable and magical happened last night and again this morning with that Rogan clip after we were both completely down. She really doesn't even want to talk much about it at this point. We still have to function in everyday society and peering too far down into that rabbit hole can unsettle or shake someone too loose. There is an amnesia slowly settling over her and she needs that cloud for security. I get it and understand her and support her.

That's the only thing she can do. Thank God we have such an escape route, that this knowledge is not forced upon us. Thank God that our reality has such a tremendous inertia, thank God for matter and its stubborn nature, its rigidity and resistance to change, and the fact that we are allowed to return here and forget everything after visiting *those* other places.

Getting close to the realization that our life may be a kind of dream in the mind of a higher being (not just enjoying the idea, but actually having it revealed in/through one's everyday life) shatters *everything*. We'd better keep away from exploring this until we are prepared, until we have a stable base that is beyond the grand dream, that does not collapse under the weight of that realization. One needs plenty of time to grow roots into that territory from which the dream is originating from. Only then are we ready to accept this.

( I think. )

Wow Joe, awesome trip report!

I am trying caapi pharmahuasca soon for the first time (whenever I get enough free days) and I hope my experiences are as beautiful as that!

I have definately experienced the phenomena you and your girlfriend/wife experienced with my dog and other people before.

Whenever I trip on LSD or even DMT my dog knows whats up. When I smoke spice he usually just goes and lays down on his bed and watches me like I am crazy, but if I take some LSD at the house oh boy he is affected.

I swear right when the LSD kicks in he always gets so damn pepped up just running around wagging his tail wanting to play even if its 2 am and he was passed out right before that.

Everytime the thought crosses my mind "did I pet my dog right after I took the dose and he licked some residual LSD that got stuck to my fingers off my hand"

I always start to think thta and freak out because of how crazy he acts, but he does seem to be having a good time so


Another time (long time ago) I was hanging out with a friend I have known since I was 2 years old, he was tripsitting me on shrooms and I swear chilling with him the whole time was just like I was chilling with someone else shrooming, we laughed all night at silly shit, and just had a generally trippy experience, but I never asked him if he actually felt tripping

Anyway thanks for the report man, reading stuff like this is getting me so excited for my first pharma experience I can barely contain it!

See you on the other side!

Very nice report Joe, welcome back!

Have a Beingasm Today !

And so this was all I needed to read to get on with it - I just got my first bunch of Caapi ...!

I was going to start with 15 grams brewed long time, plus 120 mg dmt. I'm about 144 Lbs, so it ought to go Whhooop !