After 3 failed attempt to breakthrought I tried again tonight. So I loaded my bong again.

1rst attempt, weird visuals, carrier wave sound. Nothing else.

2nd attempt, nothing but heavy body load.

3rd attempt I used an insane amount of spice sandwiched between Caapi (around 150 mg Id say) since I didnt know why my smoking method wasnt working that well I figured out Id put a lot more so maybe I can get a few good tokes.

I lighted the sandwiched, spice began melting, I continued to take a rip then after 3 big tokes I layed down not knowing if I was still breathing. Then I knew I somehow let the smoke out.

I began to see a lot of weird visuals and sounds. It was overwhelming. But I was in a good state of mind and was repeating the mantra ''Love and gratitude''.

I wasnt sure I breakthrought because I still knew I had a body even though I wasnt exactly in it. It was like my awareness was still hanging close to my body but I wasnt in it. Sometimes Id think my mouth was open, other times Id think it was closed.

So I was overwhelmed by visuals of weird rooms, shapes and patterns. At the same time was playing this Galactic Techno music. I was having a good time riding that. I knew my mouth was wide open with the biggest smile Ive ever had. I tried to ask whatever entities might be around (although Ive seen none) if I was in a breakthrought or how to go in a breakthrought but had no answer.

But it was fun, I kept thinking ''wow, what is all that, is that what you guys can do ?'' I was truly like a child in amazement. Then after the techno music I was hearing sci-fi sounds, like weird radio transmissions full of echo.

And I began to come down, laughing and smiling at all this crazy stuff.

I don't know if I breakthrought and what I brought back from that but it sure was a good time in this weird circus realm.


Fortunatly I ordered a 0.001 scale today and will build a machine so its gonna become more easy to dose correctly. And all this changa hype is getting to me so I might try some Caapi changa too.

All the best to you guys,

Hypnos

your experience is very similar to my personal ones...

the strange rooms, the music(it's amazing isn't it?)

But I've seen entities since my first trip...odd huh?

none the less, awesome report!

I recommend making some Changa.

You're close, that's for sure. Sounds like waiting room space you were in. Stop questioning, stop expecting. Just go in with peace in your mind and love in your heart.

I spent nearly a year having near breakthrough doses and wasn't sure either if I ever went to the other side. Eventually it happened and when it does, there is no question. It is as dramatic as the transition from the womb to the hospital during your birth. It is violent, like a nuclear bomb going off in your face. The breakthrough is completely different than sub-breakthrough doses, in fact, it seems like a different drug altogether.

can't go wrong with those beauties....

surrender the attachment to 'the breakthrough'. it will come when it is time. DMT is powerful medicine and your early journeys can very well be a series of 'calibrations' to prepare your 'satellite'. you are going to be receiving very specific frequencies after all...

it is natural to 'stay close to the body' even if you have left it to some extent. i have worked with more than a few now who claim the exact same sensation. as you become more and more familiar and comfortable with that level of depth, that coupled with enough switches being flipped within you will take you exactly where you want/need to go. you will feel more comfortable and adventurous and soon your body will be left far behind.

you know the saying, 'when the student is ready the teacher will appear'....same rules apply here. think of early DMT work as getting ready for the teacher to appear. work on the basics:

1. surrender
2. non-attachment
3. gratitude
4. acceptance

i am super excited for you hypnos my brother. you are on the path!! can't wait to read about your progress...

WITH THE DEEPEST LOVE AND GRATITUDE!!

p.s. make changa. make changa. make changa...

Think all of your questions have been covered. Thank you for sharing the report!

Thanks to all for the great answers !

Antrocles brother, I have to thank you for the ''Love and gratitude'' mantra that I borrowed from you. It seems to resonate with me. A whole mindset summerized in 2 words Thanks for your interesting journeys as well, they rock.

I must admit that I cant wait for that satellite to be tuned up, but itll take much time as it has to.

I really feel like finding this whole Entheogen scene is like finding a gold mine. Sharing with like-minded people is a must.

Oh and Changa will be made.

Peace and love.

Love & Grattitude is possibly the greatest saying on the internet, nevermind 'on the nexus'. Hail, Antrocles!

The thing is, they can work through the membrane, sending you rays of love or communicating with you telepathically. You might also experience the sense of beeing close to them, or seeing shadows or reflections on the membrane. Imagine a shadow wall from which behind there is a source of immense light...so bright, you can feel its warmth on your mind and soul.

I can't imagine what a real breakthrough is like. I also fear, that it might completly throw me off DMT because all I know and appreciate are the sub breakthrough doses. Time and experience will tell!