I'm not going to say this not nearly as eloquently as I would like, (damm my sleep deprived brain) but I think life teaches me personally anyway the harder lessons in life- about moderation and self control, about traumatic experiences and death. From DMT I don't feel as these are things I would like to know any more of, having had chronic debilitating depression before and having had psychedelics absolutely change my life for the better- into this positive, happy person due to the realization of the sheer beauty of everything around me- the fact that this universe is at my fingertips to explore, even though it may seem naive to wish so- I only really hope for more of these experiences that fill me with wonder and love. I don't really feel as though I would grow or learn much from another traumatic, psychological experience. It's not that go into it naively- or thinking that a freak out would not occur for me on DMT, as I would be prepared if I did have a very bad experience (hopefully) but that being said I certainly don't actively wish for one just to teach me a lesson about moderation.
But I do respect what your trying to say and where your coming from, it's just I personally don't really hold the same opinion.
peace x
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