DoingKermit wrote:What's up, Steely? Why is swiu getting so terrified? Is he going to do his first extraction soon and is scared of what's to come after launching into the unknown? PM me if like, man. Take care
Like all human beings, waiting for something to happen (whether its you going on stage to give a speech in front of a school or playing in a conceret) you always become very nervous and just want to get it over with.
That is the feeling I am experiencing. Just nerves acting up. I don't so much want to get it over with, but I want to at least begin the project. Every single night when I lay in bed staring at my cieling I convince myself that everything will be alright and all I need to do is summon my incredible amount of patience. The next day when I go deeper and deeper into others experiences and processes of extraction, my nerves act up again.
I know it will be alright. After having done shrooms and salvia I know this feeling all to well. But this is also nothing any drug on earth can come close to.
The "pre dmt" portion of my signature helps explain it too.
Do not listen to anything, "Steely" says. He is a made up character that his owner likes to role play with. His owner is very delusional and everything he says is completely untrue and ridiculous.
Hate is the choice of a clouded mind.
-"It takes humility to remember who we are"-
"There has to be evil so that good can prove its purity above it." - Buddha