GenesisCorrupted wrote:I had a near death experience last year at the end of February. It made me realize I’ve been wasting my life waiting for things to improve to start living it. So I gave up that bullshit idea. And then just started living my life as fast as I could. I started using my time researching psychedelics. I was particularly interested in ayahuasca. So I decided to do a dosage of it and see what it was like. It caused a complete spiritual awakening in me. So now I’ve been forever changed. I figured I might as well come here and see what’s going on and maybe figure out how to make some of these cartridges in the future.
That’s me in a nutshell.
YES!!! I don't know how old you are, but yeah. You can't wait for things to change. Life is yours to "take". Write down in a journal what you want your life to look like in 3 months, a year, and 5 years (right down to what you are wearing and how you look achieving it). Wake up every day, and read that, then take steps to get there. It might change along the way as something crosses your path that is "better" than the plan you had, and you grab onto that zip line. Meditate every morning and get your head in the right place. I wasted a lot of time in life being "too tough" to meditate, and too much thinking I wasn't worthy of having a life I wanted. Tell your closest mates (or partner) what your dream is, because it keeps you accountable. Don't spend energy thinking about miserable things, or what you 'can't' do. The universe will repay you by giving you whatever you put your energy into, including believing something about yourself. If you believe you can't, you won't. If you believe you can you will. The universe does expect you to use your amazing human brain to take the steps necessary to accomplish it. Where you put your energy, results will follow.
I found this series on youtube a while back and it really made a difference in the way I saw the world. I wish I had found it sooner. I put it into practice, because I had nothing to lose and my life changed. The momentum I built on the things I wanted to accomplish became unstoppable. People took notice. I just got back from a trip (business) in fact that was yet another example of this put into practice where the results exceeded my own expectation.
You can do whatever you want. Believe it.
"You are what you seek" - Remi
Favorite trip tunes: Billie Eilish - No time to die | Hillsong United - Oceans | The Irrepressibles - In this shirt | Rhianne Music (YouTube Channel) - Somewhere only we know | Jessica Mazin - Never let me down again | Aquilo - Human | Imogen Heap - Hide and Seek