mdmarty,
Again welcome to the Nexus. We saw your desire to synth so I replied with a link to the Attitude/Rules and included links to extraction TEKs.
Your interest appears to be genuine and I want you to get DMT. But, please take a breath and slow down. Keep it simple. In particular at the beginning of things. No need to get fancy or complex.
Maybe try a small extraction and sample DMT. Not everyone likes it, including hard trippers sometimes.
Do you have a lot of experience with psychedelics?
Do you really like excessively weird stuff? When everyone is drawing back, saying "That's WEIRD," do you lean in and find yourself fascinated? Are your letting go and surrender skills very refined? All of these questions are relevant to DMT use. It takes a modicum of patience, maturity and mindfulness and even then there are no guarantees.
I do hope you find what you are looking for and do it safely. Again welcome.
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