1:1 Pau d'Arco/Spice
1/3 10:1 Caapi extract
Dose: 120mg
Method: Bong
I had a great journey on Electric Sheep a couple of days ago and I was feeling good today. My new Changa mix had dried and was ready to be tested. As mentioned, I added 300mg 10:1 Caapi extract to a 1g Pau d'Arco/1g Spice blend.
I prepared my setting. I smudged my space with white sage and repeated my Mantra - Peace, Love and Gratitude. Occasionally I'll throw in Understanding, Joy and Knowledge. I did my stretching exercises and deep breathing. I prepared my altar:
My good friend 88 taught me to bring her flowers. I can't recommend this enough. She/They give us so much for the surrender and gratitude that we offer. They love it when we bring them gifts too, when we reciprocate with beauty that fortifies our gratitude. When we bring offerings that we ourselves find beautiful, she will multiply the beauty of those offerings and the sincerity of the gratitude to infinity.
I managed to finish the 120mg in one long, slow hit. I passed through my regular DMT space of Geometry and jimjam. This opened up into a jungle garden room of extraordinary clarity. I can remember the astonishment of what I was seeing, my eyes closed but they had never been so open. All things in effect and impossible. It felt as though I could step into and out of these chambers of existence, stepping into different dimensions as if stepping over the threshold, through a universal television screen.
This did not last long though as I was catapulted into an enormous domed space, dark gold in colour and metallic. It was immaculate and sheen. Engineered to the nth degree, but clean, simple and simply perfect.
All things were possible, in fact all things were, and infinitely so.
For the first time ever I was not ushered about as I usually am in Hyperspace. Usually I am accompanied by my Jester and a Serpentine lady. This time I was alone, but I was enveloped by it. It was everywhere, it was omnipotent. It's presence permeated everything.
As I navigated this space, I was shown a bed, a pod that hovered high in the space, elevated and floating. I knew it was mine and I was welcomed home. I was shown my space, my place of comfort and I was loved. There was a massive outpouring of love. Everything in its entirety exploded, imploded, seeped and soaked love in the most luxurious way.
I remained there for what seemed an eternity. The warmth, the love, the hue, the softness and tenderness of it all had me swept away in utter bliss.
I emerged from this crying out of joy and gratitude, laughing, really laughing and proclaiming my love for everything. I looked at the pink flowers before me and they were alive, I saw their very being and I spoke with them. I loved them so much and they all loved me.
I spent the better part of 15 minutes thanking everything and offering my gratitude and joy, the reward of love that I received.
The after glow was amazing, pink and lush, luxurious and exuberant beyond words. Not once was there even a hint of darkness, never have I experienced such constant light and love.
I cannot recommend Pau d'Arco enough and although I don't know what it would be like without the Caapi extract, I would encourage you to somehow infuse Caapi into the mix.
I love the light, I love the love, I love the utter unconditional yet eternally rewarding surrender. I am borne on light and love.
Peace and Love brothers and sisters.
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