Recently celebrated a family member's milestone birthday. We got completely smashed on alcohol and nothing else. Shots were ordered more than once.
I barely drink these days. A little here and there when the moment calls but not to get drunk. I'm too old to willingly cause a hangover.
But for the first time in my life I had very bright open eyes fractal patterns while lying in bed, purely from alcohol. Enjoyable visual light show.Despite my head explosion and the certain knowledge that emptying my stomach was going to happen before the solace of unconsciousness.
The patterns were linear and elongated without often crossing each other. The complexity was very low. But without question the similarity to a number of better drugs was there. The strange part was I was not mentally drunk. My awareness was 100% lucid and content. Physically in utter torment. The waves of pain through my head seemed to mold the visuals at times.
I enjoyed this for a while before forcing myself to move to the bathroom and purge the toxic poison from my body. Anyone else been here?
I don't know much, but I do know this. With a golden heart comes a rebel fist.