Unfortunately I'm not sure if this is the correct forum to post in, i thought about posting in saftey but decided general discussion would be best. if i'm wrong please move me!
On to buisiness,
I am a curious sort of person, always curious about new enviroments, settings, moods, times, etc, etc. as of recent a friend of mine brought up the topic of "what would happen to you if something bad were to happen such as the house catching fire while you were out?" I gave this much thought and decided i was quite sure that i would be capable of moving if needed.
Well, although i thought i had worked through this thought, my next spice journey told me otherwise. about 1 minute into a great journey i felt an intense heat go throughout my body, my close eyes started flashing bright lights like i was in a strobed room, immedeiately i opened my eyes and pushed back with my chair to find the most amazing place around me! my room had transformed into a castle! i was still very nervous and concerned that i had set the house on fire somehow with my lighter. this gives me jitters just thinking about it!
This opened me to a whole new doorway, one i am getting concerned about traveling in. after coming back to the real world i decided to take a solid "breakthrough" dose and focus on the room about me. as shapes and items morphed around me i decided to stand up, staying close to the bed in case the spice overtook my body i looked around at the beauty i was seeing, it was the most amazing thing in the world!
A few days went by, and i had a horribly terrifying journey, i was trying to get a trip in before i had to go somewhere, something i had yet to do. a roomate decided to turn her stereo on quite loudly and was playing music that had many confusing points to it, as i was amidst a great journey i panicked. hearing unusual sounds scared me, i thought i was losing my mind! i jumped out of my bed and looked around the room, it was still in mid trip, maybe only 2 minutes in! i didnt realize how much time had truly past so thoughts of being trapped permamntly in this place ran through my head! i looked at the clock and told myself to relax, felt my pulse and it was beating faster than i could count, i laid back down and just wished it would pass over. it of course did and i took a break from spice for awhile.
NOW, onto the most recent journey and current thoughts. after realizing that i can function while amidst a great journey, i decided to try walking throughout my house and seeing what other great things were here. it was a wonderful time but as i was coming back off the spice, i noticed my hands were shaky, my eyes almost jittery and a slight pain in the back of my neck. this made me remember a part of the book "the spirit molecule" where a patients blood pressure rose to high levels and he claimed to have a pain in the back of his neck due to the high blood pressure. i took my pulse it it was surprisingly normal (72bpm) but i do not have a blood pressure cuff. should i invest in one? and has anyone else ever done the things i have been playing with? doing active things while on spice? i find it exhilirating and everything in the house to be breathtakingly beautiful! i would greatly enjoy doing it more often but am concerned about REAL health problems., Im in good health phyiscally, mid twenties and have no known health defects.
Please respond with your thoughts on the matter and i encourage you to try this experience if you feel comfortable with it! i feel as though it is stressing on the body though so BE CAUTIOUS!
Who's this SWIM person and when do I get to meet them? They sound friken cool!