Tomtegubbe wrote:In the east there are beasts like these at the entrances of temple areas. Gargoyles in some churches maybe have a bit similar vibe. I believe the function of these entities is to strike severity and focus, so that you are full awake and not just fooling around when entering the sacred space. So they serve your interest by evoking certain feelings purposeful for the situation.
You nailed it. I searched "temple guardians of the east" and after some digging I found statues of beasts called "Foo Dogs" also referred to as Chinese Lions that guarded Buddhist temples and date back to the Han Dynasty between 200 B.C. and 200 A.D. These resemble exactly what I saw.
https://cdn.shopify.com/...s/st351.jpg?v=1578512652"Foo dogs are symbolic, protective statues – one is female and one is male. The female represents yin and symbolically protects the people dwelling in the temple, while the male represents yang, protects the structure itself. Each detail of the is symbolic. You can tell their gender by examining what's beneath the paws."
I fear I may have interpreted my breakthrough wrong until this very moment, as I believe now it wasn't a breakthrough at all. Initially, I perceived these Chinese Lions as more of a feminine feline presence who were welcoming, soft and warm as they surrounded me and became part of me.
At the time, I was having recurring nightmares of being trapped in an endless apartment with extremely hostile cats that kept biting and scraping me. It was terrifying, and I grew hateful of cats and was anxious around any house cat I came across. I believed I was having these nightmares because I had not been getting along with my two sisters that year. A dream book told me cats represented femininity so I put two and two together.
When I had that DMT breakthrough, I figured the cats were consoling me and sending me a message that I needed to reach out to my sisters. Something that I did immediately following my experience. But now I know that it was also more of that.
I guess I can interpret it this way. Although the Foo Dogs (Chinese Lions) had terrifying faces. They were able to comfort me and send me a message. BUT their was also a message I was failing to understand because I did not know about their nature to guard sacred places. They were telling me I wasn't ready to come in here yet. Even though I bad passed through the chrysanthemum as always, I was stopped at the gates of the temple.
This stuff is insane.
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