To add more to what I've mentioned above, I still deal with moments in trips or whole journeys where I am battling depressive thoughts, thinking, and states. And the degree of intensification tends to be overwhelming when occurring. But I have a different vantage point from which I can interact with these instances, and this vantage point comes with a kind of power. I try to use this power to help myself grow and better manage what I deal with it [effect of depression] and instances of intrusive thought penetrating my thinking. However, sometimes I fall down and it takes a while to get back up. It's the nature of the game and comes with the territory. All that said, I don't think that all people with depression should do psychedelics on their own without some kind of facilitation.
I also have to agree with what Tomtegubbe mentioned above about being strong willed and the reasons why. While I deal with depression on a regular basis and as a result don't necessarily
feel or
realize that strong-willed, I'm still aware that I am based on always fighting the good fight with my experience with depression. Psychedelics are my swords and shields, but weapons can be wielded against one when not prepared.
One love
What if the "truth" is: the "truth" is indescernible/unknowable/nonexistent? Then the closest we get is through being true to and with ourselves.
Know thyself, nothing in excess, certainty brings insanity- Delphic Maxims
DMT always has something new to show you
Question everything... including questioning everything... There's so much I could be wrong about and have no idea...
All posts and supposed experiences are from an imaginary interdimensional being. This being has the proclivity and compulsion for delving in depths it shouldn't. Posts should be taken with a grain of salt. 👽