Why the all white letters?!?
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As others have already mentioned, your dosages in the second and third report are too high. My first 4 journeys were somewhere between 100mg and 200mg, and I'm not sure how I remember them. However, for the few that I can't remember at all, but I know they occurred and that I went through something, were all entirely too large of doses. Rule of thumb: the more you do the more difficult it
can be to remember, all the way to the point of blacking out.
What's a little ironic, you may have broken through already and just don't remember it.
And there's no cause for concern with respect to physical addiction or dependency.
I'd say take a break and ruminate and reflect on if it's something you want to avoid. It's a fantastic molecule, but that doesn't mean it's carefree. After a certain point of working with it, it's likely that you will have to commit more to it in order to compose yourself to keep working with it. It can be scary, and for most people, you never know what you're going to get. I've had nights with more than one experience, each one being entirely different from the others.
Consider your intent. But from where I'm standing, it's more than worth exploring and getting to know.
Also, it's one of those things that you can just give up for; be indefinite. Who knows, you may get curious about it again in 5 years
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What if the "truth" is: the "truth" is indescernible/unknowable/nonexistent? Then the closest we get is through being true to and with ourselves.
Know thyself, nothing in excess, certainty brings insanity- Delphic Maxims
DMT always has something new to show you
Question everything... including questioning everything... There's so much I could be wrong about and have no idea...
All posts and supposed experiences are from an imaginary interdimensional being. This being has the proclivity and compulsion for delving in depths it shouldn't. Posts should be taken with a grain of salt. 👽