Hello Fellow Nexians !
I apologize for not respecting some of the forum's rules. I think that my excitement of joining your community guys has overshadowed what should be followed and what shouldn't.
Quote:It sounds like a very cool first experience, being out in the desert, experiencing its vastness. What was something that you learned from that experience?
To begin with, nothing has really happend for me during our brewing experience, except for syrian rue seed tea which was calming and soothing. as far as I remember, during that night talking to people and my family was so light, but I can say atleast that experience itself carved the path for me to get into psychedelics.
From that time, my curiosity and intuition grew larger to try atleast some of psychedelics in my life since I was so fascinated about how these substances can changes one's perceptions and the part that I was really wanted to exeperience is the visuals.
Quote:How does LSD compare with the plant brews? Were there similarities? And what would you say were the most important differences?
My experience on LSD did it thing, 8 hours of a never ending whirling geometry zooming in and out, every place of our appartement that we used to live in during our college years was having its own unique visuals , i remember everytime i go to the bathroom, stripped and green visuals were coming from and going to the toilet hole, since here we do have that traditional toilet where you have squat to dump. then i went back to where my friends are, i have to mention that we were four, two of us were tripping and the other two were trip sitting us without us even knowing what trip sitting is ( they were there for this reason i guess ), i put the acid in my mouth and waited, my friend started to take off first then i followed him, i felt like i was going up using a skyrocket, i felt the gravity pulling me down, i was flying. i had this energy to do everything i want but i could'nt, i was limited. the two others friends were like the best flight attendants ever. one of them was rolling joints for us, the image i've had for him is the ganja man, a very long and heavier dreads and he was so green. this friend of mine, was his first time visiting us and he has visted us during this occasion. he helped me go back to reality with his computer, it was open with a its camera on , anytime i glance upon it, i see that there is nothing happening here, it was really a good method to remind you that its only LSD in your brain. My other friend he was colored in blue and anything he says, i feel it and sees it. that friend really made my trip goes well and faster. i smoked joints and started looping in my own place, seeing that the police came over to our place and my trip companion had a fight with somebody because i was hearing him from the window calling me to go outside, but that was only on my mind and the blue and red visuals intensified the police story. it was magical, the ganja man was oftenly coming back to me saying that my trip companion wants me to go outside but i couldn't do nothing then, because i was looping hard until he came by himself and helped me to go with him to see what was really happening out there. its was so late that night , nobody is outside, we were only two of us, no talking. only hearing and seeing, not to forget that me and my trip companion were only communicatingby the mean of telephaty. outside is another world, a MUSEM of GODS i was thinking, that trip was really synchroncized, i was seeing reality as infinite compressed 2D layers that if stepping one step forward felt like traveling by speed of light, also anytime i speak a word to my friend is like i'm talking to whole world, I'm AWAKE i was sleeping for a infinite periods of time and now I'm AWAKE, i learned a word that i searched the day after and found it exists and that word was MUZZY i used it to describe the experience to my trip companion, Sadly, i didn't know that my trip was going to be a bad trip in the end, Its was a BAD TRIP from the beginning because i was so emmerged in it , i believed everything what was happening, i wanted that forever because i felt like a GOD, what i think, it creates. MY EGO was crushed so hard and my bad trip was so bubbly, I was inside a bubble, alone, trapped, i was telling my friends that they werent real, AMINE YOU ARE NOT REAL, i wanted to sleep but the visuals couldn't let me. I was thinking that i would be sucked in forever if slept. I dont want to go back to my sleep state. its was around 6 am, the sun started to rise , i wanted this to end NOW, but suddenly, visuals worned off as like bubbles started to explode, I started to leave the LSD brain as if air bubbles leaving the water as i said before i was trapped in a bubble.
At the END of the trip, my brain was fried. like a surgery was going on it by some of ALIENS.
This what was my LSD trip and to compare it with DMT. I cannot, because i hasn't still yet experienced DMT.
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As for burning harmalas, while they're useful being ingested in some manner, they also smell wonderfully (in my opinion) and so people simply use it as an incense as well.
Yes ! they do indeed smell wonderfully, even coocking syrian rue seeds tea smell like coffee for me
and i'm looking to try your tea recipe since mine is still primitive, i only do the basic one. i add some ginger on it, thats it.
Quote:But we do love our harmal here too. Is that the name you use for the plant locally?
YES ! , we call it Harmal and it is used as incense here locally.
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Welcome Infamousgodcraft,
I really enjoyed reading your intro essay. That sounds like such a cool first experience brewing with close friends. Yes they do indeed sound like good company especially if they have introduced you to DMT land as opposed to other dangerous and addictive drugs (like what happened to me, or maybe I was that friendConfused ). I wish you and your friends many more fantastic adventures, it really is a life changing and deeply profound experience
WELL, Thank you ! and don't hold grudges on yourself.
I really thank you all for giving my introduction essay some of your time.
SOON WE SHALL SEND DOWN TO THEE A WEIGHTY MESSAGE