as promised - a small peice
14 Feb 2010
Valentines day mescaline
Dosage about 360mg pink mescaline from torch and pedro
This is just a few small visions from a small portion of my experience, the mescaline was strong from
about the 3.5hr mark to the 10 hour mark.
I lay on my back on the couch, as i closed my eyes i was in the body of me as a 2 year old child, as i
really was - a memory somehow.(i lived on a yacht until i was about 6 - sailing all around the world,
visiting any island of interest we saw.)
I was sitting on the sand of a warm and sunny beach, just above the line of the very still water.
In my left hand i was holding a broken shell, with my right hand i was pushing sand through the hole
in the shell, having a hell of a time, laughing and giggling so hard, getting so much joy in the
crystal clear sunlight.
I had some kinda silly sun hat on and my arms were rediculously hindered by my armbands, even my hand
movements were clumsy and slightly uncoordinated - just like a real small child.
At first i was having this experience - then i was pulled out to 3rd person as if i was me as i am now
standing infront of me back then - looking down at myself.
It feels more like a memory than some kinda vision - i had been here with bufo too.
I get to explore the island for a comfortable amount of time, even while speaking to aegle, then i
feel its time to move.
The next stop was the desert, i had been here before - on mescaline.
As i soar thru the clear blue cloudless sky, i feel the warm dry breeze on my face - so nice, i notice
3 very shiny silver pyramids. I am standing at the base, at one of their corners, watching the pyramid
rotate above ground - they are loose enough to get rotating with the touch of a finger but they can never roll or
tip.
Again its time to move.
Now im in a jungle, im halfway up a deserted step pyramid - it hasnt been used for 400 years, there
are plants growing all over it and its preddy much consumed by trees and liana's but the design and
knowledge of it remain strong - a special structure.
I feel myself move thru the pyramid, and i burst out the top of it - up, up, into outer space, further
than i have been before, way further, way faster. I whizz out of our solar system within about 3
seconds, then past various galaxies and star systems.
I get to my final destination and start to blend with the universe, no longer a single entity
viewpoint but rather one with the universe.
I see the source of life/love/creativity churning new information - using its tail - the outcome of
everything - as a new substrate to convert into even more ideas - using itself to perpetuate
positivity. - it occured much like a little ancient insect.
After i have reached this point all visions that come are short - eg, im sitting with my back against
a tree in an orb of energy - i feel myself drop roots - i feel the water of the earth enter me and
once again - i blend with everything - back to the oneness of it all.
Everything is so peacefull - i am now fully quiet and content.
antrocles wrote:...purity of intent....purity of execution....purity of experience...
...unlike the "blind leading the blind". we are more akin to a group of blind-from-birth people who have all simultaneously been given the gift of sight but have no words or mental processing capabilites to work with this new "gift".
IT IS ONLY TO THE EXTENT THAT WE ARE WILLING TO EXPOSE OURSELVES OVER AND OVER AGAIN TO ANNIHILATION THAT WE DISCOVER THAT PART OF OURSELVES THAT IS INDESTRUCTIBLE.
Quote: ‹Jorkest› the wall is impenetrable as far as i can tell
Quote: ‹xtechre› cheese is great
He who packs ur capsules - controls your destiny.